December 4th, 2007
POSTED AT 03:14 PM get you're license renewed at robinson's metro east, or at least have your drugtest done there. the people are great! badtrip lang the computers bugged down before i was able to finish. hay.
drugtest done! i'm clean! yey. now i can go back to old habits. ahem ahem. hahaha shut me up.
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December 4th, 2007
Sandman quote. POSTED AT 09:24 AM DESIRE: You might say that. ROSE: Horrible, isn't it? DESIRE: In what way? ROSE: It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens your heart and it means someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses. You build up this whole armor, for years, so nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life... You give them a piece of you. They don't ask for it. They do something dumb one day like kiss you, or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so a simple phrase like "Maybe we should just be friends" or "How very perceptive" turns into a glass splinter working its way to your heart. DESIRE: How picturesque. ROSE: It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a body-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. Nothing should be able to do that. Especially not love. I hate love.
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November 28th, 2007
facebook picture personality test POSTED AT 01:14 AM Temperament Cosmopolitan When you wake up in the morning, you set out to impress and to make a lasting impression on those who you encounter. You surround yourself with all the right people and right things - making you a real trendsetter. Others admire and want to be just like you. Second best will not do - it's the best (and only the best) for you. You are attentive to detail in yourself, your surroundings and your social circle. Interests Thrill Seeker You are interested in anything that is exciting and pleasurable. You're not afraid to indulge yourself - you live by your own set of rules and don't allow yourself to get hung on what others think. For the most part, you are independent and do whatever you please to do. Trying to stop you from doing something only makes you want it even more. At the end of the day - you live for life's most thrilling moments. Amusement Adventurous It's a good thing that you are filled with energy and ambitions (that others sometimes find exhausting) because you're continually looking for a new adventure and exciting experience. You struggle with a continual feeling of restlessness which constantly pushes you to the next level of excitement. Once you have accomplished one thing, you are eager to accomplish something more exciting, riskier and distinguishable. Passion Physical You are a cuddle bug - from a warm hug shared with your best friend to steamy sex with your partner, you enjoy every bit of human contact that you can get. You demonstrate your love for others most fluidly through physical one-on-one contact and you feel the most loved when you are being touched. You feel disconnected when you are physically isolated from others. You're a people person and a lover of all things human. |
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November 26th, 2007
November 24th, 2007
POSTED AT 02:44 AM kung saan hari ang malabo. Huwag ipilit huwag nang kumapit. Sa ganitong laro kung saan ang nangunguna'y bato. Ubod ng pait huwag nang kumapit. Sa ganitong laro kung saan ang umibig ay talo. Wala, liban sa sakit. Huwag masaktan. Huwag nang kumapit. Wag kang sumampa sa isang labanan kung hindi ka nakapag warm up Listening to: hinahanap ang iyong kamay bakit ang hirap mong kasabay |
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November 20th, 2007
POSTED AT 12:08 AM difficult it is, deciphering one's own feelings for a person. more so trying to read another person's thoughts.
the feat lingers on the brink of impossibility.
why think? why bother?
difficult it is, denying one's feelings to one's self.
close your eyes and choose to stay blind.
shut your heart's doors and let no one in.
why feel? why bother?
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November 18th, 2007
POSTED AT 11:37 PM After coming home at around 2ish AM Saturday, I spent the rest of the morning in bed. Got up around noon, showered, went mcdo drive thru, then headed over to My's place to do that ARPT tower building thing. We went to Shoppersville to grab some materials, then finished up the lists and other stuff at her house.
Around 4ish, I met up with MM, Ja, Uzzi, Chelsea, Rj, Dainiel, and Neal at ISO so we could all go to Eurostar for the carnival.
Yippeyyy.... Right?
Took an effing long time to get to Roxas. When we got there, parking was full. My tires almost got stuck in the mud. ROAR.
Having parked and paid, we walked around and checked out the rides. We decided to go on the Ferris Wheel that looked like a giant Christmas lantern. Uzzi, MM, Chelsea and I took a carriage, while Ja, Neal, Dainiel and Rj took another.
After the Ferris Wheel, they all wanted to go on the Ranger. NO WAY. I stayed below while they got their digestive systems pulled out through their asses in the AnchorsAway-looking ride that goes 360, and keeps you upside down for a couple of seconds. NO WAY. Corny kung corny pota yoko nga. I dunwana feel my internal organs being ripped out of my body, no sir.
Next, we went on the Flipper. I went on this ride a few years back with Frans and Sannds. Back then I was slightly buzzed and ended up throwing up. This time, though, I was completely sober. With MM to my right and RJ to my left, we went on the ride. Woohoo. Loved it. I kept my eyes closed the entire time, tho, so I wouldn't get dizzy.
Neal and Uzzi were down after this ride. =( After a few minutes of sitting on the ground, they went back to the parking lot and stayed in the car while Dainiel, Ja, Rj, MM, Chelsea and I lined up for Bump Cars.
After that, they wanted to go on the Flying Fiesta, but it started raining, so we headed back to the car.
UZZI ANG HIRAP MONG KA CONVOY NANGIIWAN KA BOOOO.
We all met up again at Mr. Kabab in QAve where we stayed til like 1:30/2ish (We got there around midnight). Then we all brought Chelsea home, before going our separate ways in Katipunan.
1. Twas a bad time for me to go to the Carnival - I was still feeling the post-ice skating muscle pangs. Plus, I only had Chicken Nuggets that day, so even without the rides, my stomach already felt queasy (sp?), what with the hyperacidity, etc. 2. I wasted 300 bucks + gas. The time we spent at Eurostar was bitin and we dint get to enjoy the rides that much.
3. But the company was great. It made the gastos and hassle well worth it. Uzz, M, Ja, Chels, Rj, Neal, and Dainiel, na-enjoy ko suuuuper!!!!
Can't wait til our next labas!!! Yey.
See ya guys! =) Listening to: Better when we're together |
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November 17th, 2007
POSTED AT 01:32 AM today went GRRREAT
was ALMOST late for spanish class. Lunch with Viva. Ice skating with Mags. Coffee. Tambay with Ja, MM, Chelsea, Uzzi and RJ at Ateneo parking then Seattle's Best Coffee.
Sorry Viva, couldn't go to Fort. And Ach, couldn't go to Gbelt. Staying sober... =s
Overall the first week of school has been going swell. I'm happy. No emo moments, or whatever. Hope this lasts! =)
THANK GAWD for friends. |
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November 15th, 2007
FINALLY POSTED AT 04:00 PM INTERNET IN THE CONDO!!!!
no more internet cafe for me! |
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