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Entries for December, 2007

December 4th, 2007

Sandman quote.
POSTED AT 09:24 AM

ROSE: Have you ever been in love?

DESIRE: You might say that.

ROSE: Horrible, isn't it?

DESIRE: In what way?

ROSE: It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens your heart and it means someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses. You build up this whole armor, for years, so nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life...

You give them a piece of you. They don't ask for it. They do something dumb one day like kiss you, or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore.

Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so a simple phrase like "Maybe we should just be friends" or "How very perceptive" turns into a glass splinter working its way to your heart.

DESIRE: How picturesque.

ROSE: It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a body-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. Nothing should be able to do that.

Especially not love.

I hate love.

 

 

 

 

*For the record, hindi ako in love. 



December 4th, 2007


POSTED AT 03:14 PM

get you're license renewed at robinson's metro east, or at least have your drugtest done there. the people are great! badtrip lang the computers bugged down before i was able to finish. hay.

 

 

drugtest done! i'm clean! yey. now i can go back to old habits. ahem ahem. hahaha 



December 4th, 2007


POSTED AT 11:46 PM

Eco majors talking about ...

 

Di: Kasi it's bad financial management to put all your investment in one asset. You can only do that when you're 100% sure about the ROI. Pero so far it looks as though negative ROI ako with this guy, kaya might as well withdraw.

 


Gen: So may Capital Flight siya ngayon? His own version of Asian Financial Crisis? Pero yung investment thing depends on whether you're risk averse or not.



December 8th, 2007

saying goodbye to emo & psycho - ness.
POSTED AT 03:45 AM

 

Thanks, friends, for virtually holding my hand while crossing that sort of feat. Your help and advice helped me a lot.

 

Most of all, thanks MITCH! Your words woke me up, cuz. Thanks.

 

 

The words that hurt the most are the ones that slap you back to reality. hahaha. I LOVE IT when things like these happen. 



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