fixing me. just lemme be the dumb schmuck that i am, okay?

Entries for April, 2007

April 2nd, 2007

summer blast off!!!
POSTED AT 01:06 AM

When I'm not busy with school nymore, that's when I start thinking. ... About stuff. People. You know- things that really shouldn't be thought about anymore. But when there's nothing keeping my mind off certain stuff, I don't know. They haunt me, I guess. Or whatever.

 

I think I ought to have that talk already. Or not. Or... Whatever.

 

 

Anyway, screw the crazy bull. I just came from the beach with my bitchez!!! I superduperduperdupergrabeexagggg looooveee you guys!!!! LOVE YOU LOVE YOU LOVE YOU!!! LOVE YOU TO BITS AND PIECES!!! LOVE YOU LIKE I LOVE CHOCOLATE CHIP COOKIES AND CARAMEL DOUSED CAKE!!!  LOVE YOU LIKE I LOVE SALMON SASHIMI IN TOYO AND WASABI!!!! haha. okay i think nagugutom ako. yathink?

 

anyway, 4:00 pm, friday, after I fired for the alumni-varsity competition and frans and sannds finished last minute school work, the flabs and I drove up to tagaytay for an intoxicating chill-out night.  beer+vodka+philipmorris+marlboromenthols+CHICKEN!!!!+rice+USAPANG PEKPEK!!!+cooltagaytayair+stars!!! = a ridiculously happy pig family.

 

slept a bit early cause the next day, Saturday, we were gonna drive down to batangas to go to the beach! BEACH!! BEACH!!! BEACH!!!!

 


 

okay, so here's what happened Saturday:

being the spontaneous brats that we are, we dint make any reservations or plans or timeframes or whatevers. it was one of those trips.

ayown, so we all got up at around 9ish, ate some leftover chicken and rice, got dressed and packed. we were out of the house by, TADAAAA 1:30pm ish. (the night before we were talking about leaving at 8!!! bwahahahaa asa!)

anyway, so we got to that intersection where right would lead to nasugbu, and left to matabungkay. we went left.

30 seconds later, frans goes "i want to go nasugbu!" so i make a U-turn. then sannds goes, matabungkay na lang. so i make another u turn. then i pull over, "san ba talaga??" okay, matabungkay then.

 

so we get there, alright. and then when we reached another intersection, there were guys making harang the car telling us to go to this and that resort. as usual "left or right?"

 

we went left. then this guy was bugging us to follow him, we dint want to.

 

we reached matabungkay beach resort.  I only had 1,500 pesos. Mags and Sannds had about the same amount din. Frans had around 500 pesos. We all had our credit cards.

 

We checked the rates- cheapest room - 2,700++ (12% VAT, +something else). But twas only for 2 people, and the additional 2 would have to pay 400 pesos each. Then there's the 150 peso fee for bringing in drinks.

 

Day rates were 200+fee for drinks = 350 each. But twas only til 7pm, and it was already 3:30. SAYANG!

So we left the place and checked out another resort. IT WAS SWARMED BY uhm uhmmm uhmmm "NEVERMIND" PEOPLE!!!!

 

sannds and i figured, we could rent one of those floating cottages and just stay in the middle of the sea til 7, then just drive back to tagaytay. BUT i was scared to drive at night, cause i wasn't too familiar with the road. I mean, Manila-Tagaytay is okay cause i've passed that a whole lot of times, but tagaytay-batangas? scary pa yung road!

so we checked out a motel-looking hotel ("resort" kuno!) and it was soooo effing ugly. what made it worse was that the hotel owner was trying to rip us off by charging us 2,800 giving the excuse na "SUMMER NA KASI EH!"

 

TANGINA MO! motel na nga itsura, swarmed by ugly people pa tapos 2,800 for the room and 1,200 for the floating cottage????

 

went back to matabungkay beach resort. made pa-cute to the person sa desk. they were nice. they waived off half of the beer entrance thing (instead of 600, we paid 300), and gave us an extension (instead of check-out time being 12 nn the next day, they gave us til 2pm) so for the room and the use of the beach and the pool, we paid 1,100 pesos each. which wasn't bad na.

 

sobrang badtrip na we went there tamang low-tide. ick. walang water!!! and there were lots and lots of starfish and jellyfish.... ewwww... so we just sunbathed and drank beer sa shore, and when frans and i were beer buzzed already (i needed the beer buzz!), we jumped into the pool in our "bikinis" (that's why i needed the beer buzz! shy ako eh! bwahahaha).

 

Frans taught me how to swim properly! YEY!!! 

 

by night time, we were all cash-less and hungry. we splurged at the restaurant and had the bill split to 4. credit card time! (patay ako, di ako nagpaalam eh!!! uh ohhhh)  ANG MAHAL NG FOOD!!! pero masarap naman eh, so okay lang.

 

after eating, we all went back to the beach. took a walk sa shore, then grabbed some lounge chairs and just chilled under the stars!!! i lovvveee!!!! hayyy. sana pwede na lang ganun forever!!!!

 

by around 10 pm, gusto nanaman namin mag swim... so back to the pool. swim kami ni mags and frans while sannds took pictures... by around 11:30ish, pagod na kami, so akyat na sa room. hangout watch ng movie, chill.... then tulog na...

 

Sunday,  we all got up at around 9-ish. ate tortillos for "breakfast", got dressed then headed off to the beach. walked around sa shore, the babad sa water, then sunbathe ulit, then hang sa lounge chairs, then drink beer and yosi, then back to the pool ulit, swim til around 12:40ish. tapos akyat sa room, dress up and pack. check out, on the road by 2:00. HUNGRY!!!! kasi naman, 2:00 na yung kinain lang namin yung tortillos pack na SHINARE PA NAMING APAT!!! can you imagine? 4 humungous pigs sharing a pack of tortillos???

 

but we were all out of money!!!! well, halos. basta we couldn't afford na to buy food at the expensive resto! haha. soooo we drove muna all the way to nasugbu to eat at JOLLIBEE!!! kumusta naman yun dba? pati sa batangas, jollibee pa rin!!! i said nga eat na lang kami kalderetang kambing sa carinderya sa side ng road kaso ayaw nila. boo. soooo after jollibee, 7-eleven to buy yosi (parang nasa katipunan pa rin eh noh?) then drove na back to tagaytay.

 

in tagaytay, we dressed up, packed the rest of our stuff, blahblahblah, then headed home.

 

on the road going home by 5:00. in san juan by 8:00. dinner c/o francine at charlie's!!! SIOMAI!!!! and BEEF CURRY!!!! yeyyyy lots and lots and lots of fooood!!!!

 

by 10, sannds and i were in ateneo to check philo grades...

 

tapos by 10:20 we were at sanndra's house printing my ticket,

 

by 10:30 we were hosing down my car so it won't be too, toooooo dirty.

 

by 10:50, i was in my room.

 

 

 

 

 

grar. tamad ako to pack!!! grar grar grar....

 

 

 

hayyy....

 

flight leaves for cebu at 10 am, april 2. i'll be there til april 13.

 

 

i love you bitchez!!!!!!! i'll missss youuuu for the 11 days i won't get to see you!!! mwah mwah and mwah!!!! *huuuugggsssS!!!* 

 

 

THE BEST WAY TO KICK OFF THE SUMMER!!! WOOOHOOOO!!!! 



April 12th, 2007


POSTED AT 04:22 PM

allrrrightie.. so what'd i do with my vacation?

 

well, aside from getting extremely fat and extremely dark...

 

nothing. nope. i dint do anything. at all. great.

 

april 2 - flight to cebu

april 3 - april 7 - bantayan island with mom and her college friends

april 8 - april 9 - dad's side family thing at the farm

april 10 - april 11 - stayed in tacloban to "learn about the business". sheesh.

april 11, 12 midnight- back in cebu.

april 13 - back to manila.

 

 

howwwkei.

 

1. i no longer want to work for/with my dad.

2. i still miss my cousins. i dint get to hang with them as much. and "clan meetings" where family finances are discussed really suck especially when you're speaking with a bunch of people who are scared to give their stand. i mean, hello? why the heck do we have to meet if all they do is nod and nod and nod and say nothing when asked for their opinion.

3. sometimes saying what you mean isn't enough. especially when the person you're talking to isn't really listening, but merely waiting for his turn to speak. people will hear what they want to hear.

4. when listening to something, it's important to mind the premise from which whatever was said was based.

5. having a hold order sucks.

6. i guess "home" is impossible to find. for now, at least. i am definitely NOT "at home" with the dorm. nor am i comfy here in cebu. and i am hating the house in tacloban more and more.

7. it still holds true that, less than an hour after arriving "home", you think of why you missed it so much in the first place. what's here anyway?

8. i wanna go shopping. now. and i don't want any comments on my credit card bill anymore. i mean, he gave the credit limit, and i haven't even reached it! so what the hell is he complaining about?

9. i miss my car. 

10. i want a job.

 

 

 

 

i don't want to come here or go to tacloban anymore. grar. 


Feeling: annoyed


April 14th, 2007

crazy.
POSTED AT 11:12 AM

just finished reg for summer. got to school at 7:45 am (yes. i woke up early for this). the line was really long - i got to reg at 9:30-10ish. finished by 10:30. yes. the time spent in line was longer than the time spent actually registering and paying.

 

and the worst part? i was supposed to take money and banking, and urban planning. but i ran out of slots sa money and banking... soooooo i ended up with... tadaaaaa theater arts: presentation ekek. wahahahhaha. good job, di. i can do this!!!

 

 

i'm waiting for sannds, we might have lunch, or something. haha. yeyyy. 



April 15th, 2007

whappak.
POSTED AT 10:53 PM

summer goals -

 

get the internals department plans together. i will not be a sabog VP, promise.

Shrink that _ (but, thigh, stomach, etc. take your pick.) project. bwahaha... sannds, game?

make a budget, stick to it, and save. chiyeah right.

MOVE OUT!

learn how to swim properly.

learn to twirl on ice (i ALMOST did it right!!!!). and skate backwards. 

practice being less cranky when tired. (sorry frans mags and sannds!!!)

get rid of these stupid lower back pains.

go to the gym regularly for at least one straight month. bwahaha.

learn pilates.  

 

ano pa ba?

 

 

oh! and get high/decent grades.

 

 

 

 

 

i volunteered for bantaybilang. i wasn't able to reg for voting cause up until the 3rd week of march, i dint know where i was gonna be this summer. sooooo to aleviate some of the guilt from my being an irresponsible citizen, i will help na lang. bwahahaha.

 

 

went ice skating with the pigs. yes. pigs on ice. was trying to make my money sulit by skating as much as  i could and learning as many new "tricks" as possible... soooo by the end of the day i was really tired (especially since i was house hunting before sannds and i headed for mega). and i am always always always cranky when tired, kaya SORRY GUYS!!!

 

weird. i guess i really do love to skate. alam nyo yung masakit na katawan niyo and all, but when you step on the ice parang nawala lahat and you're running and doing turns and blahblahblah? and then when you leave the ice to take a break, your feet start complaining? pero pag balik sa ice, nawawala din ulit lahat? i love.

 

 

 

grar. i've never minded my spending too toooo much before. but i just realized that i've been splurging wayyyy too much.  therefore.... i will cut down on the spending- both cash and credit card. tis soooo hard!!! tempting to go to restos and shop and all that shiznits... but minding my budget would mean less spending for food which would also mean less weight. right? jeez. sana lang di ba...

 

 

 

i'll try to go on a diet, AND STICK TO IT THIS TIME!! (yeah. right. i say this all the time! but overweight is not hot. and i was at the upper limit of my height's weight interval last sem. tapos i gained more weight pa. yuck. disgusting. ew.. baboy. sunog na baboy = lechon. grar.

 

 

 

hayy. sige na tama na yun. first day of school tomorrow. wish me luck folks!!! gunayt. 



April 16th, 2007


POSTED AT 09:40 PM

got this from maan's multiply...

 

 

(x) eat at Manang’s
(x) learn the alma mater
( ) lie down and sleep on a bench along EDSA walk
( ) be a TNT!
(x) jog around the campus in the evening
( ) visit the art gallery
( ) know at least one xerox lady, manong, or technician by name
(x) get a Jesuit for a teacher (McNamara)
( ) itch from higad bites
(x) have gotten an F in something
(x) have taken a crap in school
(x) watch a La Salle vs. Ateneo UAAP game
(x) give a powerpoint presentation
(x) study in the Caf Upstairs
(x) watch a T.A. play
( ) sit on the SEC ledge and watch the stars
( ) eat in Full House, Martha’s Kitchen, and Ken Afford
(x) sleep in the lib
( ) visit Mr. San Andres
(x) go to the chapel
(x) have gotten a pebble stuck in your shoe/slippers in the middle of the quad
(x) cut class with your block to watch a movie/UAAP game
(x) sign up for those institutional (i.e. difficult but brilliant) teachers
(x) have tried siomai rice
(x) learn how to smoke
( ) fall in love
(x) actually read the book you keep borrowing from the lib
(x) play cards during your free time
(x) dress in business attire
(x) learn to stay awake for more than 24 hours straight
( ) take (and enjoy) Saturday classes
(x) go to your immersion
( ) eat Food for Thought sandwiches
( ) get a boyfriend (sana lang!)
(x) take time to read the vandalism in the CR doors
( ) watch “Minsan Lang Sila Bata” and “Macho Dancer” for class
(x) do a last minute paper
(x) have spent a lot for 1x1 ID pictures
(x) get exempted from final exams
(x) attend a college mass
( ) play hide-and-seek in the mini-forest
(x) know where the best restrooms are on campus
(x) join an org
(x) allow yourself to make mistakes
(x) take summer classes
( ) admire the sacred heart statue in the evening
(x) make a video for a project
(x) have a crush on a teacher
( ) attend a Jesuit retreat
(x) have gotten a parking ticket
(x) come to school in your crappiest yet most comfy clothes
(x) learn how to use the Bayantel pay phones
(x) participate in school activities
(x) catch the Blue Babble Battalion tryouts
( ) date an Atenean
(x) ride a tricycle on campus
(x) find a tambayan
(x) admire the marikina valley at night
(x) go drinking along Katipunan
( ) learn how to beg for a higher grade
(x) use your cuts wisely
( ) volunteer to be class beadle
( ) had the worst lottery schedule for reg
(x) admire the trees on campus
(x) have forgotten about your free cut and gone to that class
(x) eat in the ISO canteen
(x) be active in your org
( ) have signed up on an ACP class just because the girl or guy u like signed up for it
( ) get as many app forms as you can during the job fair
(x) learn how to cram
( ) sell tickets (or watch) an org-sponsored movie premiere
(x) save money to Xerox all of your seatmate’s notes
(x) have accidentally seen a make-out session
(x) check out the Meron Lagoon and Lambingan Bridge
(x) have dozed off in class in Bel right after a class in CTC/SOM/Comm. Bldg or vice-versa-
(x) learn how to work with groupmates from hell
(x) perfect the art of parking on campus
(x) had a bad encounter with one of the guards on campus
(x) develop a love for sisig
(x) learn how to pronounce “AEGIS” properly
(x) have used typing rooms at the library
(x) have reserved a classroom, AVR, etc. for a class or org function
(x) have asked the library for an endorsement to research in other libraries
(x) have lost a perfectly functioning umbrella
(x) have used consultation hours properly
( ) Looked forward to lab breakage refund, in case you didn’t break any equipment
(x) visit the Guidance Office
(x) and Infirmary

 

 

 

konti na lang!!!



April 18th, 2007


POSTED AT 05:03 PM

grar. i am technologically dependent. AND MY PHONE'S NOT WORKING!!!!!!!!

 

i am missing schedules and shiznits cause i don't have my XDA and the 3310 (yes. 3310) i'm using doesn't have calendar functions (or does it? i dunno how to use!)... i skipped class this morning cause i dint have a stoopid clock.

 

GRARGRARGRAR!!!

 

i already went to GH yesterday to have it fixed, and it worked,.. so i paid the guy 2,500 bucks (my allowance.. therefore i only have 1,000 pesos left to last me til the end of the month, GOODLUCK NA LANG!) but then this morning it was sira ulit.

 

 

it's fucking driving me nuts! first off I WANT MY MONEY BACK!! and second, I DID SOMETHING REAL STUPID BY HAVING MY PHONE FIXED BY SOMEONE ELSE CAUSE I WASN'T ABLE TO FIND THE CALLING CARD OF MY FAVORITE AND TRUSTED MANONG TAGA REPAIR...

 

and i only found it like 30 minutes ago, too late na cause i've given my money to that other guy.

 

he said naman he'd re-repair my phone or refund my money pag di niya nagawa, so it's fine, but lecheng coding, i can't get my butt to greenhills!!!! GRARRRR of all the days

 

and my next "free time" is saturday morning pa, therefore i will be living without my phone for the next 2-3 days. GARRRRRHHHHH... this is killing me. harararuuummmppph.

 

 

 



April 21st, 2007

malfunction
POSTED AT 12:28 PM

1. Cell Phone malfunction
    --> My phone stopped working last Tuesday, and I stopped my world to get it fixed. Then Wednesday it was busted again. And because it was busted, I dint have a clock nor did I have my schedule or list of homework or whatever. I ended up cutting one class and being 10 minutes late in theater. SHEESH. Dependent. Grar.


2. Brain malfunction
    --> I lost my car keys yesterday. Found them today at CTC 101 lost and found. Grar. So stupid. Sheesh. Scatterbrain mess. Rushing here and there. Tanga. Bobo. Grar.

 

3.  Stomach malfunction

    --> Yesterday I felt like throwing up, but since I dint have any food in my stomach, well, I couldn't. Sheesh.


What have I been upto?

1. Urban Economics
2. Theater Arts class
3. Lex Planning
4. I'm joining Bantay Bilang!!



Kapag summer and may class, the days seem sooooo dayemn short!!!!!!!


Daily Sched:
9:00 am -> wake up, do last minute homework.
9:30 am -> shower
10:30 am - 3:00 pm -> in class (yes, straight)
3:00 pm - 7:00 pm -> late "lunch", free time (supposedly, but I end up having meetings. sucks like hell.)
7:00 pm - 1:00 am -> "homework" (lex, urban eco, theater...)


 

 

Today is Saturday!!! I should've gone to the Bantay Bilang training thing this morning, but I missed it. Soooo baka bukas na lang... or mamayang 2-5. Mags wants to swim.. Tuloy ba?

 

 

Tomorrow, Sunday, 8:00-11:00 (Bantay Bilang thing... kung di ako makapunta later)

8:00 am - 7:30 pm -> Lex plansem.

 

 

I need a speech for Monday. Anyone care to make me one?

 

 

 

i am still a scatterbrained mess. wheeeeeeeeeeee.... i wanna go ice skating. but i'm broke. great. wheeee.  



April 24th, 2007

shh lang ah.
POSTED AT 07:33 PM

and after all this time you'd think that i wouldn't feel the same

 

 

but my heart is burning and nothing's changed.....

 

 

 

 

 

i could never stay mad at you even if i tried.

 

 

 

but things are the way they are. oh well caramel pop corn.  

 

 

 

 

 

 

i miss my teammates! guys! inuman tayo!

 

i will sleepover at mags' house with the flabs! ahlabyooo!!!

 

 

i'm not enjoying theater class anymore. i guess i'm starting to get tired na. sheesh.

 

 

urban eco is a bitch.

 

 

 

i don't want to think. brain! shut down! now! can someone please think for me?

 

 

 

 

 



April 25th, 2007


POSTED AT 12:06 PM

life sucks. pagod na ako. sheesh.


April 29th, 2007

yey yey yey yey...
POSTED AT 06:27 PM

on the first of may 2007, i will have ABSOLUTE FREEDOM! wahahaha. no more gremlin to bug me, no more cinderella curfew, no more little girl rules.

 

 

 

hello responsibilities... i'm not a kid. haha

 

 

 

krista and i will be moving to the condo by this week. yey.

 

 

i'm packing, and so far i have a balikbayan box and a suitcase and a bag full of clothes. That's it for the clothes though, now for the books and other stuff. wheewww. dint know this'd be so hard! hahaha

 

 

i'm gonna miss my room tho... three years is still a long time.

 

but i will NOT miss the gremlin, that's for sure. nor will i miss her..... okay that's enough. wheeee.


Feeling: ecstatic


 User


budzter

 Navigation
Home Content
Profile Friends
Gallery Friends Of
Links Archives
Favorites
 Tagboard
your name:

url:

your message:

 My Links