Entries for February, 2007
February 2nd, 2007
POSTED AT 08:11 PM happy singles awareness month, everyone! haha.
remember that metrics test i was stressing over?
i got a B+... yey.
altp finally over. i will miss Christian, Daniel, JanJan, Tata, Edwin, and the rest of them. *sigh* i hope i get to go back on saturday. The kids are performing a dance or something and i'd like to watch that.
So much drama there, tho. I might write about that sometime. Not now.
I miss dancing!! Gawd!
Went Jack's with Sannds and Frans last night. Finally! I miss my bitchez!!! Hung with Mags and Frans in school during the afternoon din. *hugs*
Got my first bangga last night. And yehess my car is so tibay! Hooray! The other guy's hood was crumpled, while my car came out scratch free. Stupidass... He really should get his brakes checked. haha.
4 lates left for international finance. I hope I hang on til the end of the sem. *sigh*.
School's a bitch. But it's aight. haha
Cavite with my dad tomorrow. Then Pau's party at night. He is not stopping me from going to this party! shut me up.
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February 12th, 2007
POSTED AT 01:48 AM blog! peace for not updating. i will, soon. promise.
i must be one hell of a writer if i can scare myself while writing my script. haha. asa.
i love my life.
i will sleep now.
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February 12th, 2007
POSTED AT 01:49 AM blog! peace for not updating. i will, soon. promise.
i must be one hell of a writer if i can scare myself while writing my script. haha. asa.
i love my life.
i will sleep now.
byebye |
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February 21st, 2007
POSTED AT 10:48 AM Hayy, after a long no-blogging-hiatus, i am back...
if you've noticed i haven't really written anything worth reading for the past few months, not that i've actually written stuff that made sense...
for the past 2 months i've been on a huge rollercoaster ride - emotionally, psychologically, hell even academically!
I've expanded my circle of friends a whole lot, yet my world isn't getting any bigger. Weird. And it's getting kinda masikip, too.
I've reflected on relationships with the people around me, and, sadly, there are those that I chose to drop. I know this sounds extremely weird, and bitchy, too, but this is just something that I have to let out. You know how you start hanging out with someone, and being friends and all that shiznit, and then all of a sudden that someone thinks he has a say in your life? Don't you just hate it?
I know this is semi-hypocritical of me, but hey... I know I can be guilty of being a prick too sometimes, so it's your call whether you'd tell me off or just drop me as a friend. This time, tho, telling off dint work, so it's byebye time.
I'm meeting new people. But my circle of friends is not expanding. Why? Cause I've been dropping some, as well. I am actually contemplating dropping a whole group of them out of my life. But it won't be too easy, since I've grown attached. But then that's precisely why I have to ease away from them - I've grown attached. I can't get attached. Attached is not safe. Attached will get you hurt, especially since this world is constantly changing... Am I making sense?
I realize now that I get hurt too easily. And I numb myself off real fast, too. When I love, I love 100%. When I give, I give with my whole heart... The first time.
but if it's not reciprocated, trust me to be a huge cynic, prick, bitch, whatever after. And if I already am a cynic, prick, bitch, whatever, chances are, you've hurt me without even knowing it.
hayy, living is such a tedious chore.
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February 25th, 2007
POSTED AT 01:49 PM Academics: International Finance Long test one : 73 (D) Long test two : 74 (D) Number of cuts : 9 of 9 Requirements left : Final exam
Creative Writing Pages written : 45 Number of cuts : 2 of 3 Requirements left: Pages 45-60
Econometrics Quiz 1 : F Quiz 2 : D Homework 1 : B+ Long test one : B+ Homework 2 : F Quiz 3 : F Number of cuts : No attendance checked Requirements left : Long test two, Final exam
Economic Development Group paper : F Midterm exam : D Number of cuts: No attendance checked Requirements left : Group report, Final exam
Philosophy 102 Individual paper : B Group paper one : ? Group paper two : ? Group paper three : ? Labor Trials : Completed Registered voter? : No. Number of cuts : 4 of 6 Requirements left : Group paper four, Final oral exam
How's that? Scary shit, huh? Which basically means I'd have to work double for the next four weeks... If I want to pass, that is.
Extra-curricular activities: ARPT Slightly inactive
Ateneo LEX Running for Internals Vice President
Ateneo Economics Association Slightly inactive
AJMA Inactive
Family life: * I have not seen them for 2 months now. Parents What parents?
Brothers Richard : seventh year of not talking. Alex : 3 months of not talking.
Cousins Rina, Bea, Ken, Tud. Reasons for my homesickness. I miss. Badly.
Other stuff: House hunting Almost done. Still need confirmation from the owner regarding house rental. Will definitely leave Gremlin's Lair by the summer.
Love-life In Jen's words: TANGINA MO RIN.
Flab 4 Going strong. Keeping me sane.
Inumans At least twice a week.
Smoking Back to at least half a pack per day.
Hangouts (where to find me.) SOM Smocket, Berch Smocket, Faura Smocket, Lib, Matteo Ricci Hall, Parking lot, UP, UP parking lot, UP Vinson's Hall, UP fishballs stand,
Summer plans None yet.
Other I need to do something new and spontaneous. Any suggestions?
What a perfect, perfect life I've got. Not. But I'll live. I think.
=)
*I'm not being Emo or sulking or anything. Okay? Okay.
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February 25th, 2007
to .... POSTED AT 10:40 PM ahayy, when will your tantums end? i know you're stressed so i'm leaving you be... also because i'm getting tired of you taking it out on me. sheesh. but when you do get out of whatever slump you're in, let me know...
i'd gladly try to help you out now, but since all you do is bitch and nag and throw fits, i think i'd rather step back for a while. i think that'd be better than medling and then seeing things explode. i dunwana lose a friend.
take it easy, aight? holler when you need me. |
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February 27th, 2007
POSTED AT 12:32 PM wtf? i can hear my stomach gurgling. no i don't have to go to the banyo. and i just ate, so i'm not hungry either. weird.
anyway,
i don't feel like going to school. i finished editing the philo paper about an hour and a half ago, and i haven't done anything since. LAZY BONES.
i don't want to go to class. i figured there really is no point since i don't get anything from the lectures anyway. but if i fail, i'd like to think i at least tried, right? gah.
i can't wait til the sem ends... but... then what? I don't really want to go home, since there's nothing there for me. just a bunch of people fooling themselves into thinking they're a family. shit.
and if i stay here? wala rin. ano naman gagawin ko dito? tss.
crap. where to go. what to do. hmmn hmmph..
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March 1st, 2007
POSTED AT 02:58 AM grabe, it's 2:53 am and i'm up doing schoolwork. hayyy...
dev eco report/"defense" (of an F research paper!! sheesh) is at 3 pm, and our presentation has no sense yet. raf? sab? weraryoou??
gawwd, this is driving me insane... buti nalang the internet isn't acting up too much tonight...
mom's in manila. will see her sunday. then sunday night jen and i are going jack's loft to eat carbonara. hihihi...
gawd. jeez.
i barely have time to rest - after finishing this presentation, metrics time. WAHH but at least my weekend will be semi-free. still. annoying. boo. pfft.
i dunno why the metrics test is a week early. she prolly announced it in class, but then i wasn't there.
grr. boo..
hmmn. okay back to work Listening to: those to come - the shins |
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