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hokeiii,

1 choleng siomai = bitin!

2 choleng siomais = okay lang.

3 choleng siomais = happeh.

6 choleng siomais = TANGINA TOXIC!!!!! hahaha

francine!!! i swear may halo siomai nyo! nakaka high!!! hahahahhaah

guys you go visit Charlie's ==> resto nina fran, sa may wilson street, greenhills. GO FOR THE SIOMAIIII!!!! hahaha

so i'm finally spending one day at home. hahaha

i slept at sannds' house the other day. woke up next to beer and corned beef and gin and tuna. nice noh? hahaha

we drove over to francine's house to eat siomai and then to magno's house to drink and chill and watch movieeessss. hahaha super sulit 80 bucks for 8 movies in one DVD dude!!! 'stig!!!!

i love you flab four!!!! weryabeen all my life????? hahaha

oh and koa dropped by din but only for like, 30 minutes. booo.

ayun,yun lang. :D :D 

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byebye heart, i know you're made of rock, but even rocks melt. 

going down the drain na. byebye.  

ANYWAYYYY., skireeeeeeew the emoshit.

had a niceee day today! 

lex stuffs sa morning.

hang sa dorm sa afternoon.

coffee, dinner, movie, then cake with mags!!!

habol sa inuman at EZ's place, but ONE GLASS nalang naabutan ko, booo.

and now i'm home. pretty tired

grabeng pagbubuhat ng lex stuffs sa MVP! from bottom floor to 3rd floor!!! tatlong balik, gagi!!! buti kinaya ng asthmatic smoker lungs ko!!!!

may new friend ako! new BISAYA friend!!! yey! i miss speaking bisaya! hi peabo!!!

ayown. yey. happeh....

OMG i almost forgot about school!!!!!!!!!

to do list:

read up for metrics, since i don't understand A WORD she says in class!

revise pages 1-5 of FA script, and start on 6-10

revise parts 1-3 of research proposal for dev (with chill!!!)

finish re-reading A Little Prince, cause we're discussing it sa Philo 

start on that international eco list of thesis statements. (i still don't get it... maybe i should start going to class more???)

konti lang! hahahhaahhahahaahha chiyeah right. it's the start of the 4th week of school and i'm already behind sa work! good job diane, good job!  

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no more emo shit for me. kung ayaw mo, huwag mo. and that goes for you, you, you and you!

dami, pota.

anywayyy, i'm at a loss na.. ugh, sometimes knowing really sucks, especially in circumstances where you can't do anything about it... and you try to give "advice" or whatever help you can without betraying anyone's trust.........

but then your advice would be half-baked. laboooo potek.

mas mabuti pa kasi, diane, wag ka nalang magsalita. panoorin mo nalang kung ano mangyayari. hokei?

hayyyy.. naffeel ko na ulit na student ako!! yipeyy!!! wahooo!!! whooosh!!!

game, ateneo, bring it onnn!!! (tapang. mamaya nyan "I'M FAIIILIIINNNNGGG!!!!!"  

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hahaha sino baliw? meeee!!!!

sarap ng san mig strong ice sa tanghali! haha. isang can lang, promise

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once upon a time, i had an advice column in the school newspaper. 

weird. i can't even follow my own advice.

and i can't even give MYSELF advice.

ahayyy. 

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I Won't Say (I'm in Love) Lyrics

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you were my bestfriend.

but i don't understand you anymore.

how can i help if you won't let me?

.. .. ..  

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i think too much. i'm too impulsive. i fall too fast. i'm too guarded. i'm a control freak. i want things to unfold by themselves. i'm mean. i get guilty. i like him. i don't like him. puro ako contradictions...

from now on, no more. steady lang, go with the flow. no more thinking.

philo kasi eh. phenomenology of loving. bull. 

seeing you makes me happy and sad at the same time.

i instantly get hyped. and just as fast, i crash.

huwhaaaayyyyyyy...?

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enough is enough. no more. byebye.

hermit student mode? nah. maybe. yeah. maybe. uhm. nah.

weird shit? tell me about it. gnyt folks! 

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Why do I rush to slow down
Why do I rush to slow down everything
Why do I rush to slow down
Why do I rush to slow down everything

Will the dice ever roll
When will I ever know
Will the plot ever twist
Or will I still resist
I've been playing the part of a lost realist

tama, tama. thanks piglet! haha.

francine fernandez: awww diii
francine fernandez: pero super nashock ako when you told me about being an overthinker
francine fernandez: an dyun alcohol as an escape
francine fernandez: I AM SUPER LIKE THAT
francine fernandez: GOSH

...

francine fernandez: hay bitch
francine fernandez: sometimes i think life would be easier if we were stupid
francine fernandez: doncha think?
 

ahlabshoolittlebitch! muwazshs 

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"flirting is a sport" - ate coline

"unang ma in-love, talo" -me! haha

whatever, diane. go to sleep. now.

off the emo shit, hopefully for good. hahaha

thank you burn for the new playlist!!!! muwazshs! 

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The 9 Types of Boyfriends
Joe Sensitive
"After I wash the dishes, let's cuddle, OK?"
Also known as: Mr. Nice Guy, Family man, Honey, Darling, Soft-boiled
Egg, Snugglepup
Advantages: Well-behaved; irons own shirts
Disadvantages: Irritatingly compassionate, wimpy

Old Man Grumpus
"People are stupid. The world can go to hell. Let's stay home and
watch TV."
Also known as: Grumbles, Sour puss, Stick-in-the-mud, Old Fogey, Slow
Mover, Jerk
Advantages: Stays put; predictable
Disadvantages: Royal pain in the a**

Flinchy
"I--I'm sorry for whatever it was I did."
Also known as: Trembly, Creampuff, Hey you
Advantages: Jumps entertainingly when startled
Disadvantages: Easily spooked; surrenders without a struggle

Bigfoot
"Shut yer trap, I'm thinkin'."
Also known as: Chunk-style, Lummox, Ignoramus, Galoot, the Hulk,
Big 'n' Dumb
Advantages: Can tote bales; is easily fooled
Disadvantages: Can break you in half, sweats like a pig

Lazybones
"Zzzzzz"
Also known as: Lucky Dog, Parasite, Bum, Sponge, Snoozebucket, Drug
Addict
Advantages: Well rested; easy target
Disadvantages: Unlikely to fulfull your dreams

The Sneak
"Who, me?"
Also known as: Love Pirate, Snake, Rat, Slime, G-D Son of a B***h
Advantages: May feel pangs of guilt
Disadvantages: May be having time of his life

Ace of Hearts
"After I wash the dishes let's make love like crazed weasels, OK?"
Also known as: The Sizzler, Handyman, Dreamboat, Casanova, Monster
Advantages: Perpetually aroused
Disadvantages: Perpetually aroused

The Dreamer
"Someday I'm going to be rich and famous. I don't know how, but--"
Also known as: Struggling Artist, Philosopher, Buffoon, Bag of Wind
Advantages: Tells good stories
Disadvantages: Will turn into "Old Man Grumpus"

Mr. Right
"While the servants wash the dishes, let's make love like crazed
weasels in my new yacht, ok?"
Also known as: Mr. Perfect, Jim Dandy
Advantages: Answer to a woman's prayer
Disadvantages: Hunted to extinction

What's your type? :D

got this off myles yeo-tan's blog. haha. funny. may girlfriends version, go to his blog nalang. http://taeneo.livejournal.com

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We've tried so hard to understand, but we can't.
We held the world out in our hands and you ran away.

It takes some time to let you go and it shows.

Cause all we know is falling, it falls.
Remember, cause I know that we won't forget at all.

Now we can follow you back home but we won't.
Is this what you had waited for? Just to be alone?

It takes some time to let you go and it shows.

Cause all we know is falling, it falls.
Remember, cause I know that we won't forget at all.

You never, you never said
This wasn't what you wanted, was it? Was it?

This isn't what you wanted.
This isn't what you wanted.

Cause all we know is falling, it falls.
Remember, cause I know that we won't forget at all

yeah. it takes some time to let you go. and i hate myself.  

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this week has been extremely emo, boring and uneventful. oh yeah, and annoyingly confusing cause of a certain person, too.

Finance long test robbed me of my friends. So did marketing and accounting and other shiznits. GAH school is such a hassle. it gets in the way of social life!!!

gah. haha. i have got to get a grip and get my life back together. sadness is just not worth fussing over.

and with the boys bit? so fuckin what if he ignores me? i HAVE survived years and years of existence without him, i can always go back to that, right? i'll always have _ and _ and _ to stare at and obsess about.

and with the school shit? YOU CAN DO IT, DI, JUST REMEMBER TO GO TO CLASS KASI!!!

hayyy... i hate bein sad. you get so many thoughts. many weird scary thoughts. or is it the other way around? the thoughts bringing the sadness? probably. in any case..... .. ... . ... . . . . . ..

omg,  i watched bridget jones paulit ulit... "... verbally incontinent spinster who smokes like a chimney, drinks like a fish and dresses like her mother" 

"but the thing is uhmm what i'm trying to say very inarticulately is that uhm in fact perhaps despite appearances i like you very much"

 
"apart from the smoking and the drinking and the vulgar mother and the verbal diarrhea?..."

"no, i like you so much just the way you are." 

can i just say??? AWWWWWW!!!!!!!

hahaha ayun.

what made me feel betteR? YELLOWCAB!!! 

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2 days to go! woohoo...

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great day!

cut both metrics and dev to work on the philo paper. i wanna upload it nga eh, senti drrrrama. twas supposed to be about love, and i focused on romantic love for like, the first two pages, and then i twisted it and wrote about mah bitchez. aylabyoo sannds and frans!!! muwazshs.

My textd me at like 1:30 this afternoon, she was at the range daw, and since I super missed her na, I dropped the philo shiznit and rushed over there til like 3:00, I went home na to work on the paper, which I finished at 5, printed, and I was in class by 6.

and THAT was my last requirement for the year!!! whhoooopdedoooo!!!

got out of philo at 7:30 then met up with sannds at the SOM smocket, tapos we went over to the arnis whatever thing at colayco where we bought ice cream, then we went over to mang jimmy's and ate sisig, tapa and lengua. pig time with mommy pig.

after, we went over to bellfield, dropped by the lex booth. turns out sannds knew berna from high school, so we hung muna and they were catching up on each other's lives and all. frans and mags arrived and we were complete! flab four yeaboi!!!

we moved to bell smocket to discuss plans for tomorrow night.

7/8:00 pm , AISM Party

10:00/11:00 pm head for tagaytay, inumaaan and tambay!!!!!

10:00/11:00 am head for manila

horaaayt.

tapos ARPT party thursday night. I dunno pa what to bring. poof.

cancelled na Bacardi party at Fiama. sayang guest list free entrance shiznit. pero mas kewl chillout bonding with the flabs!!!

So ayun. Really grrreat day with my mommy pig, squiglet and tita pig. whoot. labshoo flabfour!

yeyyyy one more class and vacaaatiooon naaaa

happeh. 

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just got back from tagaytay. well, san juan actually. i brought mags and frans home, then ate siomai at charlie's then brought sannds home.

my back hurts, my eyes won't focus anymore, my head hurts, my lungs are struggling, but it's all good. the fun was well worth it. 

it was more of a lengthened yosi session than an inuman, really. cause we dint drink!!!! i have half a bottle of gilbey's at the back of my car, and a bottle of strong ice in the ref, with a 2 liter bottle of royal+gin mix, HALOS untouched. AHAYYY...

but bitch bonding's still the best! kahit halos no alcohol involved, just lots and lots of pancit canton, yosi, chocolates, and kwento.

lunch at highlands clubhouse c/o sannds! THANKYOU!!!!

sabaw on the drive home - to the left to the left! hahaha.

SLEX bumabawi kami ni frans sa inom! VODKA ICE BEYBEH!!! whoot, and I WAS DRIVING. windows up, baka may cops. i took a swig of gin from the bottle, tangina rubbing alcohol. 

oh and we have a new fave song

i see you winding and grinding up on the floor, then you see me looking at you and you already know, i wanna love you love you you already know i wanna love you. yeayeayea!!!!!!!!

i am tired. pooped.

i am leaving for the ARPT Christmas Party in 30 minutes.

GOD help me NOT MISS curfew tonight!

flight's at 2:45 pm tomorrow. alex will meet me at the airport. HOOORAYYY i love you big bwadewww... 

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just got home. ARPT party last night at dan's. slept at my's house.

i threw up a couple of times.

badtrip i didn't even go through the "i'm still sane but i'm not really in control" phase. sayang, i wanted pa naman. tsk tsk tsk dumiretso ako sa "the world's spinning, where the fuck is the banyo" and the worst part is that apart from the fact that the world WAS spinning, and that i wanted to throw up, i was still aware of the conversations and the time, and all the other stuff that was happening.

weird though, i threw up so much last night, tapos now, i woke up na i still feel like throwing up. hindi na ata sa lasing toh eh, i think my stomach problems are acting up. serves me right for going on inumans without eating.

obviously hindi na kinaya ng body ko... too many "activities" in a row. but then it's christmas break, my chance to rest.

PARENTS, fuck off, don't give me any unnecessary stress this break. 

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welll... looks like all the jumping around, dancing, driving, drinking, and not to mention the smoking, plus other shit like that finallyyyy caught up with me.

 
after almost 2 years of NOT being sick (just occasional coughs and colds, and asthma from time to time), i now have fever. grrrreat. what's the worst part??? cousins are going boating tomorrow. wow. i guess now i know what "too much" means. maybe this is telling me to tone down on the "activities" next year, huh? NOT.

ayun. btw, i've been load-less since December 24, and even then i only had like, 10 pesos, so i wasn't able to rep to all those christmas greetings. sorryy. bawi ako sa new year! hehe

i am currently in my dad's house, therefore, NO SMOKING! although it should be a good thing since my lungs can't take it anymore. he's making me inhale steam.. something about clearing up my lungs cause of my cough, or something like that. i dunno. whatever.

hmmn what else?

oh yeah, i'm taking advantage of the tv and the dvd player. so far i've watched take the lead, high school musical, corpse bride, mean girls, she's the man, tha glass house, picking up and dropping off... all on cable! haha i've seen all of them before, but i just missed watching tv! haha tapos my mom and i had a Sex and the City marathon (we bought this dvd with all the seasons kaya happy). gawd i missed this. can i just live in front of the tv for the rest of my life?

i obviously have not done any school work so far.... and i prolly won't do any. bwahahahaha...

right. and then come januarly i'll be fussing about my grades again. 

so uhmm that's vacation so far. gawwd i gotta go back to that steam whatever thingy. UGH

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two days til the new year! i'm actually semi-excited about it.. =)

i'm still on smoking hiatus cause of this effing illness. gah. beer has been replaced by doses of salbutamol, and cigs, by tablets of ambroxol. four days and counting, folks! i can't wait til my lungs clear up so i can smoke again.

i'm looking forward to the coming year, but no, i will not be making a "new year's resolution list", instead, i have a to do/not to do list. =)

i am gonna be crushles this january, and hopefully for the rest of the school year. no boys for me, just  guy pals.  i figured i have enough drama in my life, i do not need unnecessary sources of stress and confusion.

oh yeah, and due to the amount  of weight i've been gaining despite not eating, i will now limit my alcohol consumption. right frans? twice a week, max, and no drinking in between classes.

yupyup. i will try to stay sober this 2007. HAH. as if. but worth a try. anything for that beach bod my bitchez and i are going after.

speaking of which, SANNDS, FRANS, MAGS!!!! IMISSYOOOOUUU!!!!!!!

hmmn, that's about it. 

i'll be back in manila tuesday, 3:00 pm. hooorrraaayyy. 

btw, i want a nose job.  

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veloso-ouano lunch today (mom's side relatives)., met MOST of them for the first time...

now i REALLY want that nose job.  

happy new year folks!