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Entries for November, 2006

November 4th, 2006


POSTED AT 11:51 PM

i miss... whaaack i got lots of kwento! especially since i haven't blogged for a while... but i won't be typin tonight, i'm sleepy. haha.. i just have to say: why do i have this weird feeling something's gonna go wrong with my reg for this sem?!?!?! gahhh... well, i've been extremely lax about this naman kasi, like til now i dun have my ticket yet, and i haven't fixed my sched, and i haven't even sent my proxying stuff to sannds!!! ack.... hahahaa AYOKO NA NGA ATA TALAGANG MAG ARAL,NOH??? bbbbuuutttt.... where else will i get to see.... ... ... <3<3<3 haha haha haha ahhahahahahahahahhaaha yack, nababaliw na ako.


November 10th, 2006


POSTED AT 07:28 PM

grades:

 

hi165 - ambeth ocampo - B

th131 - manuel tejido - B

ph101 - manuel dy - C+

ec116 - leonardo lanzona -  C+

ec112 - ofelia templo - B+

 

 

save for macro, my grades are in proportion to my efforts. i'm glad. hahaha.

 

 

subjects this sem:

 

ec114 - international finance. I HAVE NO IDEA WHY!!!! Dumlao's cute pala talaga! haha i only noticed this morning

ec121 - developmental economics. required. pfft.

ec117 - econometrics. ooooohhh.... haha

ph102 - philosophy. OH SHIT. MANNY DY AGAIN. BOOO.

fa109 - creative writing. I HAVE NO IDEA WHY DIN!!!!!!!!!! gahhhh.. hahahah

 

 

ayan. i have a weeeeeiiiird sched. but i hope i'd like it eventually... chill is in all my classes except philo! kewlnesss. 

 

 

 

 

 

 to be continued. tamad na ako eh. haha

 

btw, i'm 19! hahaha. ay, 9 pala. hee hee. salamat sa mga nag greet! 



November 10th, 2006

hahahhaha!
POSTED AT 09:55 PM

boooo! sahboug!

 

donald is a pecking duck. weeeeeee!!!! 



November 15th, 2006


POSTED AT 11:19 PM

why am i being like this? why does this class intimidate me too much? what am i so afraid of? maybe i'm afraid of digging into my soul again? afraid of what i might find? maybe.

 

i have so many stories to tell, so many things going on/that went on in my life, so many episodes i could write about... and yet the page remains empty.

 

in karlo's words: "you must be sick"

 

yeah. maybe i am. sick. in the head.

 

 

maybe i am afraid that someone might belittle whatever emotions i might have/incorporate into whatever i'm writing; and the thought of writing and submitting, and reading in front of a class something that involves too much of myself frightens me. recall that the radius of my personal emotional space bubble is longer than most, although it doesn't really show.

 

maybe i am afraid that whatever i write for that class might reveal too much about myself.

 

maybe.

 

but it's a challenge, right? and i should never back out of a challenge, especially when it's academic, right? (ironic, since i have failed myself so many times, i should know better.)

 

 

but it doesn't change the fact that the page remains blank. there is nothing i can write.

 

and if i do get something down, i doubt if i'd be able to keep going til the end of the sem. 60 pages is not a joke. a 45-60 minute play is NOT A JOKE.

 

who was i kidding when i said i could handle a creative writing class? WHO? myself? fat chance.

 

 

i am currently deciding whether i should drop this class and take something else, something that requires less .... ... .. .

 

but should i let this get in the way? the fear of showing too much of who i am? i mean, i know i will learn a lot from this class:

 

quotable quotes from sir:

 

"nagiiba ka kapag alam mong pinapanood ka"

"everything we do in our life is in preparation for out death"

 

 

sir mas is a seven time palanca awardee ( i looked him up!). he just finished an MFA in some university in washington. THIS IS THE REAL DEAL. A real deal drama teacher. and it scares the crap out of me.

 

i. am. so. weird.

 

 

maybe sanndra is right. maybe i should just take another economics subject for my free elective.

 

nahhh...

 

i can't handle 4 eco subjects in one sem, that's just way too much.

 

 

so, what? stick to creative writing?

 

 

whack, i am making such a big deal out of this. maybe if i channel the brain energy i'm using to write this and redirect it towards writing that play, i'd be done with, not just the outline, but with the draft of the first five pages. after all, how much drama does 5 pages take? not too much, i think.

 

 

i am starting to go back to my inconsistent, baliw self again, spewing out nonsense, so i'll stop before i expose my kabaliwan to the world. gudnyt folks. 

 

 

 

hmmmn, maybe i should go grab some beer and get drunk, THEN write that play? hmmmn....

 

 

 

 



November 18th, 2006


POSTED AT 11:28 PM

omg, sobrang dami nang kwento hindi nakkwento dito!!!!!

 

 

let's start from today!!!

 

november 18 

 

thank you aldric for the wakeup call!!!!

range til 11:30ish

left for mall of asia.

got caught by kotongkops for the first time! 200 pesos damage. booo. 

lunch at *jeez i forgot the name of the place*,. it's some jap resto sooo similar to teriyaki boy, you can't help but wonder whether they're owned by the same group. if i remember, i'll put the name. hehe

ICE SKATING!!!!!!!  

hothothot hockey player boy!!!!! whoooot!!!

laps around the rink. i super missed. it's been 9 years!!!!!

coffee and yosi at gloria jean's. PHILIP MORRIS (yung king size, green packs? weeeeiiird and DISGUSTING!!!)

drove home.

home by 8:00. too tired to do anything.

ym.

will go to sleep after blogging.

 

 

 

yesterday

november 17 

 

got up, went to school to help clean the range.

cleaned the cabinet!

climbed the ladder, so i could clean the lights!!!!

plus some stuff that i dare not write in here!! *ahem ahem* those who know, SHUTYERTRAP!!!! hahaha

after cleaning, hung with shar here sa room, then later with ez and jc at the benches outside the store.

after a while, moved to shang.

dinner at tokyo tokyo.

dessert at haagen dazs.

coffee at *i forgot the name of the place* (jeez, i'm so bad at this!!!)

shar went home na.

hung out with jc and ez some more. I'LL TURN INTO A GUY IF I HANG WITH THEM TOO MUCH!!!! we talked about cars and other guy stuff. made me miss my kuya alex! awwwww...

ran around shang, since it was closed na.

climbed 8 flights of steps to get to the roof top parking!!!!!!

danced danced. shadow pictures. yosi. hang out.

THE COFFEE WAS SPIKED I TELLYA!!!!

WHYYYAYAYAYYYY won't the machine take the ticket???

ez and i brought jc home. ez drove me home. tnx dude!! i was tamad na to drive eh!! muwazshs

 got home 1ish.

slept.

 

 

 

thursday, november 16 

 

happy birthday yen!!!!! labshooo!!!

ALMOST late for econometrics.

ran into calvin. AWWW TWAS NICE SEEING YOU! I DINT MEAN TO DITCH YOU, I WAS JUST.... LATE. sorry.

3 hour break = supposed boredom.

ran into sannds.

MCDO!!!!!

ran into frans on the way to mcdo.

BITCHEZ BABUYAN SESSION!!!!!!!

I FOUND MY ID!!!!! 

YEY FOOOD!!! we ate sa parking lot, then hung sa smocket til their class.

i still had 1 hour and 30 minutes to go.

range. tambay tambay. got bored.

went to strains room.

marts, gen, mitch, other strainers.

NEW SONG ON THE GUITAR!! THANKS MARTS!!!!!

philo film showing continuation: THE HEART IS A LONELY HUNTER.. awwww saaaad saaaad movie..

home na after. hung out with dormies, rest.

 

 

 

wednesday, november 15 

 

class til 9:30 lang, went to the range til like 10:30.

met up with jen.

went to UP to get my affidavit of loss for my ID. TANGINA YUNG MANONG NA NAGGASGAS NG CAR KO!! SAGASAAN KITA NEXT TIME, PROMISE!!!

went to greenhills to have our phones repaired.

late lunch at dimsum and dumplings.

CODING AKO so we had to rush to SM North kasi akala ko may goodwill pa dun. eh closed na pala.

stuck in SM North til 7. BUMMMERRR. SUCKIEST MALL IN THE PLANET!!!!

sat around seattle's, making yosi and reading t3. yes. t3. 

finally, 6:30!! okay na yan!!!!

drove home! yey!!!!!

 

 

 

tuesday november 14 

 

first meeting for most of my classes!!!

brain dead after econometrics and dev eco lecture.

AWWW kawawa si marlo, pinalayas ni domdom! domdom bitch! booo.

1 hour 30 minute break. range, then uwi.

YM for a while. hehe. adik!!!

back to school 6:00 for philo.

i still hate you, manny dy. but i'll try to keep my B+ this time!!!! or maybe even GET AN A!!!! asa.

the heart is a lonely hunter. perrrrfect.

got home, woked with jen and dinky! hehe

 

 

 

monday, november 13 

 

first day of school!!! i dint realize dumlao was so gwapo! hahahah

7 hour break! how nice!

borrrrring!!!!

went to the range at 3.

hung out.

met up with chill at 4

made yosi.

i saw history classmate crush at the berch smocket!! whoooosh!!!!!

4:30-7:30 creative writing class. fun. but chill just left me!!! boooo.

yosi ulit after class.

home na.

 

 

 

sunday, november 12 

 

TBS ng new batch!!!!

again, some kwentos i will not write na! hehehe

dinner at mcdo with ez, king, kristoff, aldric, jongko, shar.

yosi with ez, king, kristoff and jongko. shar went home. aldric just watched us smoke.

home at 10. tiiiiireeedddd... whooosh.

ym konti.

then sleep na.

 

 

 

friday - saturday, november 10 -11 

 

 nov10 = reg day. sucks. birthday ko.

kupal eco dept! badtrip reg!

italian =full!

spanish 2 = full!

european film = full!

asian film = full!

NOW WHAT????

I ENDED UP IN CREATIVE WRITING, PLAYWRITING!!! guuuuudddlaaack!

after reg, went home to sleeeeeep. yeyyy!!!!

woke up in time to get ready for mags' party.

mags' party! lasheng,. dance.

hot mags' dihia!!!!

hot mags' dihia's hot gurlfriend!

hahahah fun night!!!

3am, november 11 => 3 drunk pigs in di's car! let's go tagaytay!

game!

are you serious?

yeah!

TARA!!!!

sober up sa SLEX kasi may banggaan

sunrise!!!!

horse na nagsplit!!!!

breakfast at antonio's

drove home.

mama pig and piglet asleep in my car. i was alooooonnnee!!! (

goood gooood mems. we know how to end our sembreak right!!!

siomai from frans!!!!!!

home 11 am

slept whole day.

dead tired!!!!!

dapat eastwood hang out with bugs and apags, pero dayemn, too tired to get up!!! all that drinking and dancing and driving and smoking made me banggggaaaaaaagggg. and i had to be up for the tbs the next day, so yun.

 

 

thursday, november 9 

 

shopping with my mom!!!! whoooot!!!!

then family dinner for my birthday,

then dessert

then margaritas from cafe havana.

i labshoo family! i mishoo din!

 

 

wednesday, november 8 

shopping and PARLOR DAY!!! yeyyy!!!

 

 

tuesday, november 7 

 

shopping with mom!!!

movie with mom and alex! 

 

 

monday, november 6 

SLEPT THE WHOOOOLEEE DAY!! haha

 

 

sunday, november 5 

 

was in tacloban. rotary club family day = boooorrrrring!!

good thing the palabyabs were there, at least.... ... .......

 overnight boat to cebu with ach and day! wahoooo.. fun fun fun!

 

 

saturday, november 4 

 

night swimming with day at ormoc. then inuman at the espina's place.

 

november 1-3 

 

I STAYED IN THE FARM.

buhay baboy.

kain tulog inom

horseback riding

fishing

kain tulog inom

attempt manood ng dvds

kain tulog inom.

 

hahaha that's the life!!!

 

october 28 - october 31 

MALL EVERYDAY WITH MY MOM!!!!

 hahahaha

got to see lolo too.

he sang with me!!!!

the same song lola used to sing me!!!

AWWWWW... (background: my grandparents separated when my mum was a kid. we only got back into contact with lolo when i was 4th year high school cause of issues blahblahblah. for a long time i kinda considered him/thought he was dead. he's kewl with our family na now tho.)

 

 

okay, so october 28 was when i left manila. 26th was my tryouts. 26pm-27 bitchezz tagaytay trip

since school ended til 26th, training training.

althoooo, first saturday of sembreak = jaipur and embassy. saw batista!! hahaha. 

 



November 19th, 2006


POSTED AT 06:34 PM

life is good.

 

thanks jen and dinky!  



November 20th, 2006


POSTED AT 10:02 PM

yipeyy, i have kwento na for my playwriting class. amazing how fast you can think and type when the deadline is one hour and 30 minutes away and you still have like 90 pages to read...

 

good time, di, 30 minutes for a play outline! hahahahahaha.

 

 

i heart sir mas. GALEHNG! parang philo class na hindi. ang light ng atmosphere! and ang galing ng setup na aka circle kami!

 

hehe.

 

 

ayun, yun lang. i'm looking forward to writing the dialogues, although the play i'm writing focuses on the dialogues, so it might be a bit tricky. howell,  i can always get help from my friends!

 

basically the kwento is about a black out,blahblahblah. this was inspired by the 3-day no kuryente in the dorm due to typhoon event. ayown. 



November 21st, 2006


POSTED AT 08:27 PM

long day.

 

long okay day!

 

hahaha sarrrap ng gising ko, 10 am!! woooohooo!!! and then i read the plays sir mas suggested, and they were super nice, so dagdag sa good mood

 

got to school early enough to drop by the range and the smocket before class. tis always nice hanging with ez and jc! haha. and tata.

 

ayun, class was boring, as always.

 

had ice cream with sannds (mommy bitch!!) and ralph (bro!) then met with my groupmates for dev. nice, research proposal ekeks. tapos taaaalk.

 

ate with chill at the som mall, then went back to the range.

 

 

hang out til class.

 

philo was altp orientation. borrrring.

 

 

after philo, talked to gen and stacy for a while before coming home.

 

and now, i'm bored. bugging people. 

 

 

weird, mej hyper ako today. mejo.

 

 

 

maybe later i'll do some school shit.

maybe.

 

haha.

 

 

i miss history class!!!

and history classmate!!

 

 

boooooo. 



November 21st, 2006

senti songs collection
POSTED AT 10:11 PM

it all started when jen dinky and i hung out at fuzion and they were playing these extremely senti songs....

 

so i started asking people through ym for more nakakaiyak tangina ang drrrama songs, and uzzi sent me this:

 

In the light of the sun
Is there anyone

Oh it has begun
Oh dear you look so lost
Eyes are red
And tears are shed
This world you must have crossed

You said you don't know me
And you don't even care

Oh yeah
You said you don't know me
And you don't wear my chains
Oh yeah

Essential yet appealed
Carry all your thoughts
Across an open field
When flowers gaze at you
They're not the only ones
Who cry when they see you

You said you don't know me
And you don't even care
Oh yeah
We said you don't know me
And you don't wear my chains
Oh yeah

She said I think I'll go to Boston
Think I'll start a new life
I think I'll start it over

Where no one knows my name
Get out of California
I'm tired of the weather
Think I'll get a lover
And fly him out to Spain
Oh yeah and I think I'll go to Boston
Think that I'm just tired
Think I need a new town
To leave this all behind
Think I need a sunrise
I'm tired of a sunset
I hear it's nice in the summer
Some snow would be nice

Oh yeah you don't know me
And you don't even care

Oh yeah

Boston
Where no one knows my name
Where no one knows my name
Where no one knows my name (yeah)
Boston
Where no one knows my name
 

 

 

other senti songs include

 

Chasing Cars

We'll do it all
Everything
On our own

We don't need
Anything
Or anyone

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?


I don't quite know
How to say
How I feel


Those three words
Are said too much
But they're not enough


If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life


Let's waste time
Chasing cars
Around our heads

I need your grace
To remind me
To find my own

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life

All that I am
All that I ever was

Is here in your perfect eyes, they're all I can see

I don't know where
Confused about how as well
Just know that these things will never change for us at all


If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

 

 

 

the first song hit me more. heheh wala lang.

 

there were more pa, pero wait nalang for new entries  



November 23rd, 2006


POSTED AT 12:44 AM

hmmn. funny how a day that started real bad turned out okay.

 

as usual, i semi-overslept for my 8:30 class. i got up at 8!! one of the fastest showers i've taken ever! haha, kaso i dint get to dry my hair, and i put a li'l too much vitress(yes i use that gunk!) on my hair so when it dried, super sabog and oily. ewwww disgusting!!!!!!!!!! bad hair day.

 

anyway, so i was late na nga dba, i literally raaan from the parking lot to CTC104. got there sabog and hingal. sir dumlao can be boring. and he's not that gwapo pala.

 

at 9:30, after the class, chill and i went straight to the lib for an annoying goose-chase for facts to be used for our dev eco research proposal thingy. we wound up in my room, with mcdo spaghetti researching over the internet.

 

by about 12:45 we were both pretty sabaw, so we decided to call it off muna til after chill's 1:30 class.

 

i slept til like 2:00, messing my hair up even more.

 

i went straight to the range and waited for chill.

 

she finished class and philo groupwork by around 3-ish, then we went back to the lib. in fairness, we achieved something.

 

we were there til about 5-ish, and we were hungry na, so we left. sab arrived at like 4:30 and she was able to help us with some stuff.

 

chill went with me to the range to get my iPod and my car keys, then we got money from the car and went to picky eaters, but they were out of burgers. by this time chill and i were EXTREMELY sabaw.

 

we ate nachos instead. chill went home and i went back to the range to hangout and watch their caroling practice, til jongko asked me to go buy yosi with him. so we went.

 

when we got back to ateneo, tata, a couple of the boys and i hung at the smocket and fooled around. *ahem ahem*. FOOLED around talaga.

 

after that, ez and i had to wait for coding, so we had to stay in the range. tata dint feel like going to this meeting at starbucks so she hung with us na rin. so did aldric.

 

marlo was there too, but he wasn't in such a good mood, i think.

 

we left at like 7:15.

 

7:45 i picked sannds up so we could go eastwood.

we ate at teriyaki boy (salmon sashimi+miso soup = happy diane) and then we went to dippin dots to get raspberry flavored bulla. we hung out konti. it's always fun to be with my mama balyena! aylabyoo sannds! muwazshs. thankyou thankyou!!!!  i will forever treasure our sabaw moments!!!

 

so there, stressed and sabaw and gutom with chill working on dev eco, sabog with my teammates, and retarded with sannds. great day.

 

 

 

i need to make every single day count. NEED. that's why there always has to be a kwento, every day. haha. wala lang.

 

oh and i just realized, i get real close to people through (1) yosi sessions, (2) inuman sessions, and (3) ym. there might be more, but those are the ones that i thought of while driving home from school tonight. hehe

 

wala lang. 



November 23rd, 2006


POSTED AT 08:45 PM

ooookeiiii., i will have a new roommate by tuesday. korean girl who can't speak english.

 

god bless her soul.  



November 26th, 2006

roadtrip weekend. hehe
POSTED AT 11:27 AM

i absolutely looooveee roadtrips. whether i'm drivin or chillin sa passenger seat... happehhhh lang.

 

i went on two "roadtrips" this weekend. first was with sannds, then with ez and burn.. 

 

friday, sannds frans myles and i were supposed to watch borat and happy feet, but sannds backed out, and .... .... ....., so at the end of it, i backed out na din.

 

so i dint have anything to do na, no one was home, and my class ended 9:30 pa lang. i called ja ralph and mark, but only ja was free, so we went to mang jimmy's (we tried dragging uzzi along, but he was being a FAGGGGG!!!), had tapa and rice and beer, then we had to go back to school cause ja had class at like 2:30.

 

so yun, i brought him to school, then hung out sa range the rest of the afternoon.

 

may plans sana to have dinner and watch borat with ez tata jc and aldric, but some stuff went wrong... i wanted to go out pa rin.

 

i called sannds and we watched borat!!!!! then we ran into ja uzzi and jc (not jc jc, different jc) and we all went jack's loft.

 

i missed curfew.

 

sannds and i wanted to chill..

 

we found ourselves on SLEX

 

drive lang, tapos when we got hungry we went to mcdo sa SLEX and then we drove back na.

 

got to sannds place past 3, almost 4 am. i slept there til 10, then i went home na.

 

 

 

 

yesterday naman, saturday,

 

after team pictorials, we went to eastwood, then after, ez burn and i had a semi-roadtrip to roxas blvd just to chill....

 

ez drove while burn and i climbed out the sunroof.

 

i loved it... best day!!! bagong group! ez+burn+diane = hotnessesss.. hahahahah wala lang.  i love you guys!!!  

 



November 27th, 2006


POSTED AT 01:32 PM

i hate plans.. ugh. never silang natutuloy. mas ashtiiiig kapag on the spot, spontaneous whatevers...

 

yesterday, we (me, fran, sannds, and mags = FLAB 4!) were supposed to go ice skating at mall of asia... BBBBUTTT stuff came up, mags' family came over from tarlac, koa's family had lunch at frans' resto so she had to stay with them, and sannds slept in.

 

frans mags and i were able to meet up at like 4 pm na, so twas too late to go ice skating.. frans and i ate siomai at charlie's while waiting for mags. then we went to starbucks in greenhills to chill...

 

got hungry, lipat to chili's for  "dinner" = salad for me and mags; mashed potatoes for francine.. tapos we ordered a bucket of beer. i had like, 3 bottles of sanmig strong ice.

 

taposss lipat to mags' house, cause she had to do her homework, and frans and i still wanted to chill. we opened a bottle of tequila, and .... alam nyo na what happened next. hahaha

 

 

as usual, frans was hyped, i was hyped... mags did her homework!!!

 

 

 

so ayown, i ended up sleeping at mags' house, on HOT DIHIA's bed! teeeheeee. (without him, of course! patayin ako ni di!!!!) and i cut my 8:30 class, AGAIN...

 

 

thankyou so much mags!!!!! and fransss!!!!!! muwazshssss!!!!!!!!

 

sayang sannds couldn't come cause she had to go to church. HOWELLL... next time, bitchez, AYT??? muwazshs!!!!! 



November 28th, 2006

sooooo true.
POSTED AT 12:19 AM

mags: yeah chong, and freaky chenes
di: hahahahhaha
di: omg
di: you're talking like you hot dihia's hot girlfriend
Mags: well if talking like that can get a guy na hot then im all for it
Mags: wahahaha
di: hahahahhahahhahha
di: hahahahhahaahahha
di: if you want a guy, you go "huh?" "what?" "what's an orgasm?"
di: ohhh they'll luuuurve that

 

 

soooo true! 



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