POSTED AT 12:59 PM

budzter

WOWWWW... almost a month of NO UPDATES!!!! sooo where do i start???

 

 

1. i have finally gotten my hell month over with.  the org projects are finally through (aug 14-18 VIA, aug 21-25 Law Fair, aug 26 AJMArathon). neither VIA nor the Law Fair turned out as i wanted em to, but okay naman, i guess.

2. i passed the theo midterms, revised the failed date paper, passed the ec116 midterms, took the ec112 midterms, passed the hi165 killer long test (with several plus points), submitted my first phenomenology paper.

3. my laptop finally died. and i have a new one. Compaq.

4. i have finally gotten over my crush on Crush. I like someone else now. ... and my mom agrees he's gwapo, so *HAPPY*

5. hmmmn what else what else??? I FORGOT NA EHHH.... boo...

6. I'm playing basketball on friday..

 

yun lang maisip ko. I have been so busy with all these non academic stuffs, i'm failing, plus i dint have time for myself halos all of last month - my unupdated blog is a testament to that.

 

anywayyyy... at least i am now back to my stress free state. yippeyyy...

 

i might start going moro again, but i'll have to talk to dad about it.. mahal eh... hayy..

 

anyway... ayown, yun lang maisip ko na updates. so yun...

 

 

ayan chill, nag update na ako.

POSTED AT 09:57 AM

budzter

consider me evil for what i'm about to do..

i'm going to judge someone based on reputation and the people he hangs with (nanaman).

 

hahaha hindi pa nga nagiging full blown crush, inerase na agad.

 

i've decided (just last night, without much thinking) that having a crush is risky. haha. hahaha. not to mention it's a waste of time.

 

 

so for now, papatotoo muna yung header: NO BOYS ALLOWED. gahahahaha

 

 

thanks jongk! hahaha.

POSTED AT 03:46 PM

budzter

no one. ABSOLUTELY NO ONE is allowed to box people off and dictate what they CAN and CAN'T do.

 

just because you were a dumb kid doesn't mean you're gonna be dumb for the rest of your life. you CAN learn. you CAN'T be as smart as Einstein or whoever, but at least you can be better than you once were.

 

just because you were born with a lisp doesn't mean you can't overcome that.

 

just because you used to bump into walls, or you were a complete kluts your entire life doesn't mean you can't learn how to drive.

 

just because you're timing's bad doesn't mean you can't sing or dance at all...

 

 

 

a lot of things can be learned. they may be difficult, but a little patience and a little perseverence will get you to surpass whatever hidrance there may be. 

 

it's not fair to box people off and say what they CAN and CAN'T do. even if it's your own kid you're talking to. okay? okay.

 

 

haha now the point of the entry:

 

WHY I DON'T WANT TO PLAY BASKETBALL LATER:

i dun even know the rules! whadapak!

if i was able to AT LEAST get the slightest bit of practice, then maybe, JUST MAYBE i could play. but i dint, so i'm not playing.

 

WHY MY DAD DOESN'T WANT ME TO PLAY BASKETBALL LATER:

"you're not built to play basketball. you're built to shoot, yes, but basketball? NO. you are going to make a huge fool of yourself. don't play."

 

 

hahahahaha...

ask me why i dunno how to run..

            cause i was never allowed to play tag. or run, or anything...

                          cause according to him, "you're not built for that"

hahaha

 

same old same old.

some things never change...

 

once upon a time he was so convinced i couldn't ride a bike, cause my balance has always been errrrr bad...

                   how many times were my knees scraped against the pavement? i can't even count. BUT i learned how to ride a bike. i learned how to skate too.

 

it's that all over again.

 

 

maybe he IS right.

 

maybe he's not.

it's a good thing i'm not too big on playing today either, cause if i were, then there would have been a screaming match over the phone.

 

 

 

but isn't it just so annoying?

why is kuya richard not allowed to drive? cause dad thinks he can't. dad never even watched him try.

why is kuya alex not allowed to take a business course? cause dad thinks he's got no talent in business and that he'd do better in nursing. dad never watched him try.

why did kuya alex and i get voice lessons when we were kids and kuya richard dint? cause dad said he was tone-deaf (maybe he is? but i heard him singing in the shower and it was okay..). dad never watched him try.

 

 

good thing my mum was always there to counter his "judgment".

 

pfffft.

 

 

hahaha

 

nag rant eh, noh? di lang pinayagan maglaro ng basketball.

 

lol

 

 

then again, why does he still have so much hold on my life, when i'm here, supposedly with all the freedom in the world, and he's there.

 

ugh. ugh. triple ugh.

 

 

saya ng life!

tara inuman!

POSTED AT 01:08 AM

budzter

been extremely negative these past few days...

 

there's this "explosive" sign stamped on my forehead... i've been exceptionally mean, and there's a bomb in my head that's ready to blow. i've been yelling at people more often than usual, and i've been easily annoyed too...

 

hahaha

 

i keep saying to myself, angry is better than emo. emo gets you depressed, so just stay mad.

 

then again i have nothing to be emo/mad about.

 

haha

haha

haha

 

i'm supposed to be in a stress-free state. why is my mind going like this???

 

beats me. howell.

 

 

sa mga nasigawan ko these past 2 weeks, sorrrry.

I am so suffering bipolar disorder.

 

 

i need to get drunk. as in reaaaalllly drunk. i think THAT's what's making me go nuts.

 

AND I need to meet him na.

emphasis on the word, NEED. haha haha haha....

 

 

hayyy mga kwento ng baliw tungkol sa kabaliwan.

 

 

POSTED AT 11:58 AM

budzter

You really should have told me by now ‘Cause if what I’ve heard is true You were falling from me, while I was falling for you Well I wish you would have told me by now ‘Cause I didn’t mean to waste your time And I hardly considered you, a waste of mine I’m just another mistake that you’re not gonna make I’m just one less day for you to throw away And when you tell your friends about how it ended Please be kind ‘cause you know that I tried ‘Cause you know I tried Now I’m thinking back and looking for clues For the day you changed your mind Was I moving way too fast to see the signs I’m replaying every word you said Every laugh and every sigh You had a thousand secret ways to say good-bye. I tried to give you more, but you wanted less I tried to read your mind but I failed the test Why don’t you try for once and get it off your chest

 

 

haha wish ko lang dba?

 

Another Mistake by Evan and Jaron

POSTED AT 08:24 PM

budzter

ayayayyyy..

 

i haven't been eating right ulit. Milk and yosi and one meal.

 

but i eat occasionally (when i'm working on papers, BRAIN FOOOD!!)

 

but what's weird is that, ang dali ko mag blow ng fuse... parang konti konti lang galit na agad, and nangsscream pa ako at people...

 

 

mas masama pala ang hungry kesa sa stressed!!!

 

howelll....

 

but then again, kuya kept pointing out how faaatt i am, so STARVE STARVE STARVE!!!!

 

 

haha haha haha

 

 

ayan na baliw na

POSTED AT 08:57 PM

budzter

don't be stupid, di. Get out of it before you're stuck. oki? oki. owwwkei.

 

 

hayyyyyyyy... boys are stupid. boys are stupid. haha.

 

i want one. nyehhh. okay that's weird.

 

 

whaaacccckkk.. CHILLLL!!!! booooo... last minute back out. booooo... and i was all excited too... harararrrumph.  i want gin! gin gin gin.. wahooooo...

 

 

 

hayyy anticipated hellweek next week... GOODLUUUCCCKKK...

 

everyone's having a hellweek so i'm not gonna complain. hahaha

POSTED AT 09:30 AM

budzter

finally got drrunk last night. after more than a month.

 

my head hurts and i have a pile of histo readings to go through.

 

 

wishhh me luck!

 

 

 

chill you wanna jaipur later?

POSTED AT 03:47 PM

budzter

shindig then jaipur last night. i super loved it!!!!

 

with sannds and sannds' friends

viva and her friends

chill and deb and her friends

teammates

teammates' friends

 

saw a lot of people i haven't seen for a long time!!!

 

hahaha

 

hahaha

 

haha super duper had fun! ask me nalang for details.. tamad na to expound eh. hahaha

 

 

 

ahayy nako. back to reality tho. hell week this week!!! 3 papers and a long test!!! wish me luck!

POSTED AT 11:55 AM

budzter

went to eastwood with sannds last night.... aylabyooo bitch!!!

 

it was like a "my fave things" trip for me: we had salmon sashimi, miso soup, and salad at teriyaki boy, then we shared pasta and an oreo cheesecake at jack's and had a wengweng each.

 

tapos we got terno charm bracelets pa!! hahaha

 

sooo happppyyy last night!!!

 

 

now, though, i have to work on 3 papers, research on apolinario mabini, and start brainstorming for our histo report...

 

wow. go fight!

POSTED AT 12:15 AM

budzter

whack. okay, 'updates'

 

as soon as the suspension of thursday classes were announced, I dropped all school work and left with sannds. we were supposed to watch Step Up but then franns called and said she needed to drink, so we went over to greenhills instead. had a verrrry nice dinner at Charlie's (resto nina frans) and headed to Jack's Loft, Wilson to have a few drinks (3 wengweng's each for me and frans, 1 wengweng and a margarita for sannds). Mags and Koa went also... super had fun with them! we should have done that loooong before...  from 3 bitchez (di, frans, sannds) we are now the Flab Five (name c/o Koa..) hahaha... then frans' friend also went.

 

after jack's we went over to mags' place and we danced... we left at around 1:30ish or later, brought franns home then sannds and I headed for katips.

 

whaccckky blunder - it was reeeaaallly dark sa may katip flyover (they cancelled classes for a reason, duhh!) and signs of the typhoon were obvious na, so i was supposed to turn on the fog lamps, too bad. hit the wrong button, and the hood of the trunk flew open.. wahaha and I was running at a ridiculous speed considering it was late and there was a typhoon... panic ako oh!! buti nalang may bump and the hood closed by itself. whaaackkk...

 

tapoossss when we got to katip, we wanted coffee pa so we dropped by seattle's, kaso close na, so we went mcdo take out instead then went to sannds' house na.

 

twas around 3ish na when we got there. we ate, then watched Failure to Launch til we both fell asleep. taposs we got up nung namatay yung aircon, then ate again, then went back to sleep..

 

tapos nung mga 3pm na, i headed home... and while i was backing my car, TANGINA ASAN NA SIDEMIRROR KO?!?!?!?!?! i checked and it was hanging by a wire... tangina!!!! probably got hit by one of those branches (mej puno yung street ng branches, and covered ng leaves yung car when i went out of the house)... FUCKER!!

 

but at least hindi basag yung windshield or yung sunroof. hayyyy

 

no driving for me for a few days muna... dad wants to have it fixed by the insurance, and i dunno how that works, so I'd have to wait for instructions from my dad's P.A...

 

UGHHH.

 

arrgh...

 

ayown,. no more storm., but there's a tropical depression coming, right? sana mag develop into a storm! no classes no classes no classes!!!

 

yuck, that's so selfish, pano na kaya yung mga squatters?? OMG, pano na kaya yung kids sa san mateo?? awww maaaannnn... kakaguilty!

sige, sana wala nalang storm.

hahahah yuck that sounded so ditsy...

 

anywayyy

 

 

i super hated that blackout, bored kami todo dito sa dorm! imagine, low bat cellphone, low bat iPod, low bat laptop! my dormies and I were practically staring into space with lighted candles. oh and we ate too. a lotttt...

i dint get anything done.

 

thursday and friday we just bummed kasi nga walang ilaw... friday afternoon, I was at seattles with my roommate tapos nakita ko dun si kaloy and then sumunod si jen and then we all went over to cantina and ate again. tapos when we heard na may electricity na, we rented movies and watched til like 1 am, tapos slept,

 

today i just bummed the entire day, enjoying the fact that there was internet and electricity already...

 

 

tomorrow i'll be working on my papers. Last day na eh, wala nang choice... ughhh...

 

 

 

 

wahhhh.... WHYYY am I missing someone right now? GUSTO KO NA MAGHISTORY!!!! or at least MAGSMOCKET AFTER HISTORY!!! wahahahaha... i <3 my crush! hahahahha hahaha hahaha

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