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Entries for June, 2006

June 2nd, 2006


POSTED AT 11:40 AM

i was bored again yesterday. wahoo. i wanted to go greenhills to visit the tiangges. sooo sinundo ko si stacy from UP then we went na to greenhills. leche traffic on the way to UP. 40 minutes NA DI GUMAGALAW!!! anywayy ayown we went nga to greenhills, then i had to leave early kasi magttraining dapat ako.

 

 

now, i wasn't sure kung pano yung daan na usual tinetake namin ni jen pauwi, so we decided to go back EDSA. wrong move. we were looking for somewhere na we could turn, but wala. so we went on and on and on and on until.... "oh no. we're in makati!"

 

we were thinking since andun na din kami (and we wanted to go greenbelt last wednesday kaso coding pala ako) so yun we went to greenbelt na lang... walked around a bit, then had dinner at max brenner (bacon cheeseburger! chocolate smoooothie! gawd i sooo love that place) and walked around a bit to "walk off the cheeseburger".

 

we saw nga pala dingdong dantes and karyle somebody. tapos the day before naman we saw that guy, yun dad nung VJ... basta yun, sa podium...

 

hmmmn

 

wait lang di pa ako tapos. after greenbelt i decided i wanted a drink. but then i dint wanna drive home from greenbelt ng tooo toooooo late. so we decided to transfer to eastwood. jack's loft,AGAIN. wengweng AGAIN... hahaha. tama yun nagsabi na ang liit ng mundo ko. wahahah.

 

ayun, yun lang. hehe.

 

gen! balik ka na dito namimiss ka namin!!!!!!'

 

and jen too! namimiss na kita! hahaha



June 2nd, 2006


POSTED AT 07:56 PM

congratulate me, may achievement ako.

 

bored again. but instead of going out and spending money, i cleaned my room. haha. haha. hahaha.



June 3rd, 2006

can i be mean?
POSTED AT 10:36 PM

ang daming bobo sa world. putangina


June 5th, 2006


POSTED AT 10:38 PM

harararuuummppfff.....

 

reg tomorrow. pffft.

 

daddy is naaagging me about goin home. aaack. (JUNE 1?? eh bat andyan ka pa??)

cause he wants me to work.

 

whoot.

whatever.

 

 

i wamymommy!

i wanna beach!

i wanna...

 

ewan.

 

looking forward to:

tomorrow - eastwood with english block! whhheee.

june 11 - shooting compe at las pinas

june 12 - go home? ack.

meetings meetings meetings. blaaahhh

june 19 - start of school (LOOKING FORWARD?? MORE LIKE DREADING...)

 

i gotta

rapel, train, reg, wallclimb, get drunk,

before i go home.

 

 

ooh and i wanna see my new roommate na. i hope she's nice, cause if she's not, i'll burn her side of the room, with her in it. super funny nga the room now eh, split into two, with the desks in between her side and mine. hahaha. bili pa ako divider para we really won't see each other.

 

 

BITCH MUCH!

 

howell. good luck! lol.

 

 

stupid random number! pffft.

stupid early reg for athletes! pfft.

 

stupid credit card bill! (parang ang layo?!)

 

uyyyyyy shopped at gale pala yesterday!

and got my iPod replaced today.

 

wheeee.

 

okay sabog, nothing better to do, not much to say.

 

i want an airplane.

so i can go

anywheeerreee.

 

 

 



June 6th, 2006


POSTED AT 11:16 PM

hassle ng early reg sobrah. garrrh.

 

allllll that waiting for 3 stoooopid subjects. gaarrrrh.

 

 

eastwood with Uzz, Gian, Andrea, Meg, Tracy, Earl. yipppey. we had coffee, watched the omen (gaah.) and then had dinner. i had to leave early cause of the stupid curfew. ("even cinderella had until midnight and you're no disney princess."

 

 

ayun, pleasant day. :D

 

let's do this again, guys! aight?? :D



June 7th, 2006

ahayyyyy. something's not right.
POSTED AT 11:15 PM

just one of those days. :[

 

 

woke up on the wrong side of the bed, i guess.

 

hahaha.

 

hahaha..

 

hahahahhahaha.

 

 

got off my yosi hiatus. (that lasted 2 days! haha. mag 2 week detox kaya ulit ako??? kaya ko kaya ulit?)

 

 

harararrrumph.

 

 

i wamymommy.

 

ang labooooo ko talaga. i don't even know what i wanna doooo with my life nymore.

 

i'm pissed at my daddy but i miss him.

i don't wanna work but i want to.

i miss my mommy but i don't wanna go home.

i wanna go home but i don't want to.

i wanna work but not with my daddy.

i don't wanna work before school starts, i'm still tired. but i'm getting bored.

i wanna compete but i don't want to.

i wanna train but i don't want to.

i wanna be in a relationship but i don't want to.

i wanna drive. but..,.. nah i wanna drive.

i wanna drink. yeah. that too.

i wanna go to the beach.

i wanna sing.

i wanna play the guitar.

i wanna play the piano.

i wanna have coffee at J. K.

i wanna swim at LP.

i wanna drive the speedboat.

i wanna waterski.

i wanna surf.

i wanna go to tacloban! but i can't if  i'm going to cebu.

 

i wanna go to cebu. but i can't if i'm going to tacloban.

so uhmm... WHAAATTT?

 

 

i misss my cousins. boohooo.

i want my mommy. i want my daddy. i want my kuya lex.

but..,.. how?

 

am i sureeE?

 

"2 days after you arrive home, you remember why you wanted to leave in the first place."

 

right.

 

"when you leave a place you wish time there would stop until you get back, that way everything will stay the same."

 

i miss home. the way home used to be, not the way home is.

 

 

ahayyyyyyy....

 

tara, inom!



June 8th, 2006

ym convos...
POSTED AT 05:04 PM

diane Blanco: kahit dati naiinis ako
diane Blanco: pero siguro dahil for a while yung inis ko was what kept me sane
diane Blanco: gets?
diane Blanco: yung galit ko
jandrew serafica: hmmm
diane Blanco: eh ngayon na wala nakong reason magalit
diane Blanco: balik ako sa lungkot
diane Blanco: hahaha
diane Blanco: kasi dati na divert ung attention ko
diane Blanco: from what made me sad to what made me angry
diane Blanco: now that wala na yung ikakagalit ko
diane Blanco: ...
diane Blanco: labo ba?

 jandrew serafica: uhm not really
jandrew serafica: pero medyo malabo
jandrew serafica: pero gets ko yung point
jandrew serafica: yun

 

mas masarap magalit kesa malungkot...

 

wala na rin yung saya.

 

thanks for always being there jandrooo! you're one of the best pals anyone could ever have.

 

 

 

tara, inom!



June 8th, 2006


POSTED AT 05:08 PM

you and me

 

and the night sky...

 

 

sing for me once more wontya



June 9th, 2006


POSTED AT 03:08 PM

gaaaaaaahhhhhh..... regggg sssuuuuucccksss!!!

 

doan get me wrong, i have nothing against regcom or anything like that.  BUT... takte, hassssle.... all that waiting and waiiiiting and more waaaaiiiiting. ang init init paa!!

 

pero okay lang. here's my sched

 

T-TH

9-10:30 - ec112 - macroeconomics - Templo

10:30-12 - ec116 - ecostat - lanzona

1:30-3 - th131 - theo - tejido

4:30-6 - hi165 - phil. history/rizal - ocampo

6-7:30 - ph101 - philosophy - dy

 

i like it. 4 day weekends!!! whooopeeeee! 2 day weeks. wahahahhahaha.

 

 

anywayyy...

last night i went jack's loft eastwood with sannds right after training. we dint like it kasi may...... ..... ....  nevermind. we had ice cream then left.... we weren't sure where we wanted to go after....

soooo we called frans, she was home daw, we went over to her place sa wilson and had dinner at their chinese resto,..

yummmmmyyyyy fooood!!! wanton! garlic chicken! shrimp dumpling! siomai! sago't gulaman! 

 

i lurve.

 

and thennnnn we went to jack's wilson and had a wengweng each and shared that reeeeaaaallly sinful brownie topped with vanilla ice cream, looootsa cream and chocolate syrup... yummmmeh.... and theeeen we shared the humungous fishbowl iced tea... haha.

 

okay, so obviously we pigged out. lost track of time too... we suuuuper missed each other kasi sooo daming kwento and stuff... rants and updates on each other's lives. ashtig.

 

tapoosss after sannds and i brought frans home, we drove to greenbelt to check if max brenner was open (this was at 12:30). GREENBELT WAS SOOO FUCKING DEAD! i hate it! so after walking around a bit, looking for a place to have coffee, we decided to go back katipunan na.

got to sannds' house at like 1:30 and then i watched her clean her room. hehe finally fell asleep at like 3ish then got up at like 6:45 and left for the dorm na.

 

slept til like 9:00 tapos nagtext si gen ng around 10 na reg ko daw was at 11. so i was like, SHIT. got up, showered, got dressed real quick and rushed to school. only to find out, 1:00 pa pala ako. howelllll.... so hung around a bit, had lunch with gen stacy and paul then headed back to socsci to reg.

 

so uhmm. thazzit. i might see sina uzzi later, altho i'm not quite sure. i'm sleepy. zzzz... so uhmm.. yea. haha



June 9th, 2006


POSTED AT 11:05 PM

doan worry dude, hindi na naman ako umaasa sayo

 

 

hindi naman ako aasa sayo ever.

 

wala naman akong maaasahan sayo.

 

 

 

blech.

 

 

 

friends for keeps now pare. no more, no less. let's keep it that way...

 

 

or, we could start over.

 

hi. i'm diane. diane blanco. call me di or budz, whatever suits you. 3 ab eco. you?

 

 

haha.

hahahaha.

hahahahhahaha.

 

 

 

 

 

it's the alcohol talking.

AGAIN.

i love it.

i love it i love it i love it.

not you.

i don't love you.

never have.

never will...

but i'll keep you.

that's for sure.

i

will

keep

you.

okay?

 

okay.

 

okay.

 

haha

 

hahaha

 

hahahaha



June 10th, 2006


POSTED AT 12:15 PM

 jen and i cook almost evvvveeerything in the microwave.

 

nakakaaliw. kapag ako yung nagluluto, high, tapos 2 minutes.

 

pag siya, medium/medium low pero 4-5 minutes.

 

haha. aliw. pareho lang yung resulta.

 

hmmn

 

reflection ng personality? why not...



June 11th, 2006


POSTED AT 11:17 PM

dumdidumdumdummmm

just got home from inuman at pau's. fun fun.

 

 

welll uhmmm...

yeah.

hahaha

 

 

i love pau's house!!! pau! adopt me!!! or marry me! whatever! lemme live in your den! lol....

 

 

hayyyy lost by 2 points. owelcaramel. back to trrraining! haha

congrats shar!

congrats chinnieboo!

 

and to me and My, PRACTICE PRACTICE PRACTICE!!! hahahahahha.

 

 

ohhhh and My and I got lost on the way home from las pinas! funnnnyyy!!! my, dear!! next time, I DRIVE, para your turn to rest naman.

 

 

ayyyown. last banat before i go home.

 

 

oooh i met my new roommate pala...

 

she's kinda, uh uh uhhh ... uhmmm. hahaha.

 

ayowwwwwn.

 

uhmm

flight's at 12:30.

 

prolly gonna drive for my bros then sleep at the farm.

 

FISHING, FISHING, FISHING!!! hahahahhahahahahaha..

 

aymissmycousinsss!!

 

 

i'll miss you guys! i'll be gone for a week!! hehehehehehhehehehehehe... i'll blog as soon as i can... for now i should sleep, lest i miss my flight AGAIN. hahahahahhahaha.



June 21st, 2006


POSTED AT 01:19 AM

nice. 10 days na walang blog entry!

 

soooo whathaveibeenupto...

 

i arrived in tacloban june12 then went straight to the farm, stayed overnight, went back to the house then went to the site, went to the office, had a meeting, went to LTO, had dinner with the staff, went out for a drink with hannah, got home at like 12:30, went to sleep at 2 got up at 10, left for cebu at 11.

 

stayed in cebu from june 14 - 19. wednesday night gurls night out at cafe havana, with my mum my titas and my cousins. tapos met that SOM (SEXY OLD MANNN yehesss! swear hahanap ako ng ganun na ka age ko! hahahhahaha) tapos shopped the next day, bummed the day after that, and the next day and the next day. hahahhaa... sinulit ko lang yung break! tv with cable! i missssss....

 

soooooo yun,...

 

when i got back to manila monday afternoon, straight to greenhills to have my phone fixed and to pick up my iPod from the apple center (nasira phone ko, nabasa tapos di na nagrespond yun touchscreen, then yun iPod ko naman kakareplace lang)

soooo hindi nanaman ako nakatulog kasi inayos ko pa (nawala lahat ng songs sa iPod, nawala yung contacts sa phone ko, tsaka nag hang laptop ko, nice noh??)

 

got up at 6:45 nung tuesday, dressed and ready for school by 8:20, left at like 8:25, paid for my tuition,

went to class at 9, had an AEA meeting at 12, dropped by the range at 1, class at 1:30, lunch at 3, class again at 4:30, then left school at 7:30, went to natio, got home at like 8:30, smoked a bit, talked a lot, transcribed my notes into my new notebook (excited pa, 1st day eh) had milk for dinner,... ayunnn yun lang.

kung ganito araw araw, papayat ako! promise! tapos tapos, after a while, mamamatay nako. wahahahahha.

 

 

ayown. first i need some rest, then i have to get a hold of all those reading materials for all 5 subjects for tomorrow, tapos may reading assignment na kaagad for macro and histo and theo. tapossss may LEx meeting pa tomorrow afternoon.

 

 

am i in over my head? hindi naman. malayo pa.

 

2 weeks to get settled with the new sched and with the sem, then a week to get my org work organized and fixed (once the committees are setup and put into place, okay na yan)

 

sooo give it like, 3-4 weeks of hell (na parang ang haba ng to-do list) tapos after that, boring na ulit. hahahhaa.

 

ooooh i have to find time to train pa pala. hahaha

 

aaack., maguumaga nanaman, kailangan na matulog! kasi hindi na matagal bago kailangan ulit gumising. fucker....

 

pero masaya.

haha

hahahha

hahahhaha

 

 

 

n0 inuman muna for a month! hahahahhaa....

 

 

i missed this. i missed you friends! muwazshs



June 24th, 2006


POSTED AT 12:22 AM

oh gawwwd..... this week has been AWWFFFFUUUULLLLLL.....

 

grabeh pagoddddd... booo....

 

okay, so last ko sinulat was about tuesday dba....

 

wednesday, sa morning stacy and i bought our books and photocopied our notes - UP, SM North... pfffft.

and theeennnn mga 1:30 i went back to the dorm to have lunch, and rest a bit, read a little for theo (CAN YOU BELIEVE THISSS??? FIRST WEEK AT NAGBABASA NA AKO!!! booooo.) then fixed some stuff in my pc..., i left at like 4:15 for the Lex "meeting" tapos wala rin, nagkwentuhan lang kami ni shar (pero mej nakinig din, kailangan ehhh.) and then natapos yun mga 6, then smocket with tin, then lib to meet stacy, habaaaaa pa rin ng pila,.,.. nakaalis kami dun 7:30 na, soooobrang hasssssle.

we had dinner then i went back to the dorm na, organized my readings a bit (kasi sa sobrang dami, nagkakalat... booooo.) and then read for history, then talked to jen, ine and danica about my readings ( o dba, share! interesting readings ehhhh)

slept at like 2 am,...

 

thursday, my killer tth sched again (with the AEA meeting during my supposed lunch break,. pffft) ... tapos after my 6-7:30 class, i drove gen and stacy home then uwi na din ako..... i got dressed, tapos went to eastwood to meet chill charmie viva marco ac and ann then us gurls went to aruba to watch bloomfields.

sooooo mga 9 na yun, wala pa akong kain, konting tulog lang ako meron, pagod from school, uminom pa ako, sumayaw pa kami, nagdrive pa ako pauwi. whheeeewww... pero okay lang, happy naman ako sa mga kasama ko...

altho, mej iba yun sa orig plan (dinner + hang out a bit + home by 11), well actually sooooobrang iba yun.. (aruba, inom, sayaw, kape, late for curfew, stayed at viva's, talked til like 4 am, slept, went back home at like 11ish, bought lunch from mcdo, had lunch... etc etc etc)

 

ayoooowwn, then today, friday, akala ko matutulog ako buong araw, but since i got home at noon, tapos yen said she wanted to drop by daw, so we hung  here from like 1 til 4 then decided to go eastwood, eat lang, watch cars, and read....

we ate at tokyo tokyo, watched the 5:10 showing of cars, then went to cheesecake etc after the movie to grab some cake and read up (histo for me, math for her) then, halfway through the reading i got bored, so kulitan nalang kami, tapossss at around 9ish i decided to drop by that ARPT party, pero kailangan daw magdala ng food/drink, so we dropped by that department store ish thingy sa eastwood, i asked yen to buy drinks (2 bottles of GSM. cheap ko noh? hahahhahaha) pero grabeeengg pagod na ako from the entire week, and may makeup class pa for theo tomorrow (more like later) at 8, AND my stupid curfew ulit, soooo i left at like 10:30, got to ateneo at like 10:45, hung out at yen's a bit, then went home na, i was outside the gate at 10:58. nice, huh?

 

my eyes are drroooopppping! but i don't wanna sleep cause it's a waste of time (is this me talking????)

 

i still have to:

work on my project for lex

work on my project for AEA

read for history (all readings sa set A and B)

research for history (what happened on the day i was born?)

write for history (on the researched stuff)

read for theo (22 page syllabus)

write for theo (on the reading)

read for macro (1st 2 chapters of the book)

read for philo (1st part of frankl's book, and the readings for tuesday)

 

oh goooooddddd..... all this for tuesday, and i only have saturday night, sunday and monday for them (tapos may meetings pa and stuff so konting time lang talaga)

 

but i'm not complaining, i actually like it. but i am sooooo sleeepppyyy

 

speaking of sleep, grabeh my new roommate, everyday i get home at around 8-ish at NATUTULOG NA SIYA!!!!! OMG ARE YOU HUMAN??? hahaha yun lang, thazzzzit

 

 

 

i knew what i was up against, and i got over it.



June 24th, 2006


POSTED AT 08:21 PM

mahal k0 na si tejido, promise.

 

sabi nya kanina, minsan daw you create a fantastic image of someone lovable, then you fall in love with that, tapos pinoproject mo yung image na yun sa isang tao, tapos iniisip mong love mo yung taong yun.

 

i can so totally relate.

 

tapos minsan daw, nagiging emotionally dependent ka lang sa isang tao. parang ginagawa mo siyang "psychological clutch". at dahil dependent ka sa kanya, akala mo love mo siya.

 

again. i can so totally relate.

 

taposss sabi nya din, mali daw yung "just friends" kasi that's kinda like saying na yung love for a friend is less than yung love for yung ka "steady date" (boyfriend!!) mo, when in fact daw, mas malakas yung love for a friend...

 

(recall: "bawal ako magkacrush sayo tsaka bawal mong isipin na hot ako, kasi i wanna keep you for the rest of my life, and i love you cause you're my friend"---> something to that effect, na sinabi ko dun sa "best friend" ko. see??? aylabyoooo pare!! hahaha)

 

last. when you make yourself vulnerable (i.e., you share certain parts of your life na sobrang personal) to a person, that means you trust them, and that you're expecting them to trust you back.

 

 

i think i'm gonna have a rad time with theo131.

 



June 27th, 2006


POSTED AT 01:21 AM

choices nanaman?

decisions nanaman?

 

magpapakaapathetic nanaman ba?

 

 

helllleeeeww.



June 27th, 2006


POSTED AT 11:01 PM

i had dinner with my dadddyyyy..... wahahhhh.

 

 

yes. he was here.

 

i brought him to teriyaki boy (italianis dapat, pero malayo sa parking, sa taas kasi kami ng eastwood nagpark.)

 

 funny. his "executive assistant to the president" resigned.

 

can i just say I TOLD YOU SO....

 

 

okay background. before i left i told dad na he's too nagmamadali to get the job out of his hands na he'll pass it on kaagad to the next qualified person who turns up. it happened with jenny, it happened again with jackie.

 

ayown.

 

she resigned. sayang. all that experience and stuff.

 

ack.

 

anywayyy...

 

i'm going home ata july 7-10. hopefully tuloy.

 

 

BUT THEEENNNN... aunties from aussieland are coming on the 8th, but it's yan's birthday on the 9th. so uh uh uh uhhhmmmm....

 

mommmmm a li'l help here....

 

 

oh and looks like may kasalanan ako...

 


*sigh* my fault. my bad. yes, i'm insensitive. i really have to learn. i can't just push people aside like that when i get hyper. sory.. ack., sorrryyyy!

 

sorrry!!



June 29th, 2006


POSTED AT 09:13 AM

first cut for the sem! macroeco. haha. why?

 

i woke up at 8:30. haha. lame excuse, considering i can speed shower and be done in 15 minutes, ready for school 5 minutes after... 20 minutes lang. so done ako dapat ng 8:50, and hindi pa ako late.

 

balehhhh... tinamad lang talaga ako. hahaha.

 

haha.

haha.

 

 

sana di magtuloy tuloy toh. kawawa naman grades ko. baka umiyak na sila. at magtampo, dahil nattake forgranted ko sila. hindi ko daw sila love. wheee....

 

 

lasing kami nina jen ine and danica last night...  galehng noh. 7:30 class ni ine, 8 kay danica, 9 sakin, 9:30 kay jen.

 

haha.

 

 

jen! wag iyakan ang pangit dahil pangit sila! dapat sila ang umiiyak. haha.



June 30th, 2006


POSTED AT 01:49 PM

whooooshhh ano na kaya nangyari kay crush?? hmmn hmmn hmmmmmmmnnn....

 

why do i even caaareeee... bwahahahahaha...



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