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Entries for March, 2006

March 2nd, 2006


POSTED AT 06:54 PM

i super love this feeling. i missed this. dati ganito effect sakin ni ibang level crush (who by the way has been demoted to 'Crush'), ngayon nageget ko na siya from new crush. euphoric.

 

oh and i actually stayed up sa buong 3 hours! with notes too! yehhss.

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on another note, naiinis ako. ayokong inaasar ako to someone na ayaw ko. pwede ba people tigilan niyo na ako? walang chance yung friend nyo. kahit balibaliktarin mo pa ang mundo, wala talaga. it's not JUST physical, ok? it's the entire person. I. DON'T. LIKE. HIM. gets? gets. mabuti naman.  so sabihan niyo na siyang if he wants more than friendship, go away na cause i might just end up hating him. okay? okay.

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ayun. i sat out on a movie with sina marco. can't make curfew kasi with the movie scheds. gah. sana tambay nalang in katip, coffee or something. that would be nice.

oh and i'm STILL up to getting my ass back on track. i am not gonna get extremely low grades this sem. LOW, but not EXTREMELY.

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There was an accident at the site. 2 half made houses collapsed. that's hundreds of thousands worth of cement panels and slabs and labor and steel bars not to mention the operation done on the guy who was injured on top of the cost on the company's image.

these were workers imported from cebu. according to dad they were questioned several times already regarding their wielding work - how it seems kinda insufficient and stuff, but they were supposed to be experts on the adopted construction method so they (the engineers) thought they knew what they were doing. apparently not. gah. i told mum to have dad fire them. i would if i was there. but mum said it's more complicated than that.

i'm pissed. it's times like these that i miss being in tacloban. when it's regarding work and stuff i mean. sure my family doesn't make much sense right now but the business is a whole different story.

*sigh*.

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i miss sanndra and francine. school just sucks. i miss you guys! *hugzz* *muwazsh*

 

 

 



March 4th, 2006


POSTED AT 06:45 PM

ngayon ko lang na feel na talaga ngang i drifted na away from them.

 

it's sad.

 

i miss them.

 

but oh well.

 

 

i'm pretty sure there's an explanation for it.

 

but for now, i feel like i've lost a friend. well, 2 friends.

 

oh wel..

 

life goes on.



March 4th, 2006


POSTED AT 10:57 PM

NEW BOAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

 

YEYYYY!!!

 

 

SPEED!!!

 

NOW I CAN'T WAIT TO GO HOMEEEEE!!!!!!

 

 

wahhhhhhh!!!!!!!!! i can't wait i can't wait i can't wait!!!!! wheeeee!!!!!

 

 

sama kayo???

 

water sports water sports water sports! I WAAANNNNTTTT!!!!!

 

 

I WANNA FLYYYY!!! yipeedoodles!!!



March 6th, 2006


POSTED AT 11:04 PM

heto nanaman ako. hell week next week pero walang ginagawa.

 

gusto bumawi pero walang ginagawa.

 

 

focus pare!!!

 

 

here are stuff to do for this week and next week!

 

psych project (eating disorders!! expert kami ni fran diyan! dba dba dba??)

ecomath problem set (marlo??? help???!)

 

 

accounting LT 4 (last blow!)

ecomath LT 3 (kailangan ko ng guidance from my angel. wish ko lang. wahahaha! BLOCKMATES! BAWAL MAGREACT!)

microeco LT3 (Bahala na si Lord)

psych LT3 (i gots tuh get extremely high on this one!)

sci10 LT4 (ugggh)

 

movie with viva! (she needs a break daw eh!)

aruba with viva gen and stacy (sana tuloy! blooomfieldss!)

 

tha's about it.

 

after those,

microeco finals

history finals

sci10 finals

tsaka

psych finals

nalang

and it's SUMMMERRR!!!

 

 

yeheyyyyy

 

 

9 exams and 2 projects and i'm officially a junior! whoopdedoo

 

 

haha parang ang dali noh? wahahah



March 7th, 2006


POSTED AT 09:41 PM

hunny it's not my fault your marketing skills suck!

 

good luck finding me a roommate.



March 10th, 2006


POSTED AT 01:27 AM

my brain refuses all this sci10 info.

 

i can't wait til this is all over.

 

 

but then kung walang pasok, wala si Crush. *sigh* no more "stalking" for me.

 

 

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okay ba si capili for span? tsaka si de guzman for fil14? or do i go salazar?

 

magisa akong magssummer! wah. sabayan moko! please?



March 10th, 2006


POSTED AT 10:17 PM

i was laughing with Gen kanina. yesterday kasi we went and talked to some members of the AEA EB regarding that bonding/sportsfest project we were planning to propose... tapos they were asking me about my 'application' for finance vp. they asked me how badly i wanted it and i told them that i didn't really care about the position since whether they gave it to me or not, i'd still be willing to work for the org.

 

just a little background - when i applied for project head with stacy, they offered us the finance vp position. thing is, we're a tag team and we wouldn't accept anything if we weren't allowed to work together. so when they said we could work on all the projects together, we agreed. but then they said they could only put one name in the position, so we decided to flip a coin - it landed on my name.

 but it wasn't for sure yet. they said they were gonna get the names of all those who were interested and then get the credentials (spell?) and then the EB would vote.

 

so there, last tuesday i sent them my pathetic excuse of a resume along with "plans for the finance department" which stacy and i had worked on. and yun.

 

hayy... i only want the position if there's no one else there. kung may ibang may gusto, ibigay na sa kanya. after all, what's another addition to my resume? anyway, my resume won't really be of much use when i become my dad's slave. so yun.

 

tapos pinaalala ni gen sakin yung tinext ko sa kanya before:

something like "apparently ayaw nila ng tulong. pag sila nangailangan, pagtatawanan ko sila, pero tutulungan ko pa rin."

 

i didn't really realize the implication of what i said but apparently sobrang natuwa si gen nun. mmp. wow. nice mindset you got there, di (okay, talking to myself)

 

anyway, yun..

 

 

sana naman mabuhay itong home org namin. sayang potential eh. hehe.

 

i hope stacy and i get the project head position dun sa projects na gusto namin. it would be nice to have a project - para naman may silbi free time ko. hahahha. ayown.

 

funny. as usual i have no point. hihihi.,... ayown. sige back to schoolwork....



March 15th, 2006


POSTED AT 12:04 AM

yipeedoodles. fran and i finished our psych final "paper" (powerpoint na, tamad magsulat eh! gah). in fran's words, if she doesn't give us an A, magbbreak down nako., or something like that.

 

2 exams tomorrow - psych and accounting.

 

 

ugh. i wanna drink after accounting. who's with me??? guys???

 

 

*i will quit whining and just give it a shot. wish me luck.



March 16th, 2006


POSTED AT 09:09 PM

yehess. jack's, wengweng, sannds, stacy, gen, marco and sannd's bro after an accounting exam. i luurrve..

 

anyway. got histo marks kanina. putek, 2 points to a B+. wala na sana finals. boooo yung mga exempted. BOOOO... gah. ang kapal ng readddings for the finals! swear!! baahdtrep.

 

 

hayy.

finals sched

monday sci10 and microeco

wednesday history

thursday matheco

friday psych

 

 

then baguio then cebu then leyte then bora then cebu then back for reg.

sana tuloy lahat yun. excited na pa naman ako. garh.

 

 

hope04!!!! humanda kayooowww!!! pauwi nakoooo!! inoooommm!!!! >:D< isuperduperduper misssss!!!



March 18th, 2006


POSTED AT 12:23 PM

update lang.

 

i think i failed that accounting exam. pero sure D na ako sa accounting so i can just forget about that.

 

i dint get the exemptions for psych, histo and sci10 . baleh i'm taking lahat ng finals. (histo by 2 points, sci10 sobrang layo, psych, ewankonalang!)

 

ang baba nung probset namin.

 

microeco ang haba ng coverage. sci10 din ang haba ng coverage. idadaan ko nalang ba sa yosi at dasal toh??

 

no. kailangan ko sila aralin. aaralin ko sila. promise magaaral ako.

 

 

wah. last week of school. sabi pa ni carloram 'last stretch'.

 

game. fight.



March 18th, 2006


POSTED AT 11:37 PM

di, self control. focus. okay? control! ARAL NAAA...

 

okay weirdo ako kinakausap ko sarili ko. yehesss baliw. wahhhh.

 

ayoko na magaral. school is shit.



March 22nd, 2006


POSTED AT 11:18 PM

2 more. just 2. and this will all be over.

 

2 more and i'll be off to cebu.

2 more and i'm gonna be at the beach.

 

 

just 2 more.

 

 

2 more tests..

 

 

 

matheco lt3 and psych finals. help me gawd.



March 23rd, 2006


POSTED AT 07:18 PM

he's not gwapo, not tall, not smart. perfect pa rin ba siya?

 

 

tama na yan, psych muna. garrh.



March 23rd, 2006


POSTED AT 08:50 PM

hayy.. my world is bright ulit. and yehess. i'm gonna share the light.

 

i love you friends. hehe.

 

 



March 26th, 2006


POSTED AT 07:29 PM

i love you deeeethreeeeee!!!! grabeh i need to kwento about our zambales trip pero i'm still kinda bangag..

 

i'll start nalang with 'quotable' stuff. haha

 

 

* "markyyy carry meeee!!!"

             "tangina mo blanco ang bigat mo!!!"

             "di! dapat kasi sabit ka na kaagad! ganito o!"

             "aray ko francine! wahh mahuhulog tayo!"

 

* "tingin ng pic, tingin ng pic!!... tangina ang taba ng legs ko!"

             " yun talaga ang nakita eh!"

 

* "ma'am necklace, bente..."

 

* "i need to poo i need to poo!!"

             " me too!"

             " me too!"

             "i don't care i'm just gonna stand in church and make tiis my

                        shit"

 

* "si di hilik ng hilik, di tuloy ako nakatulog. si francine naman  

      nagttaekwondo!"

              "talaga? nagssnore ako? ewww"

              *snorting sounds*

              "hoy iba naman yung hilik sa baboy dba?"

 

*"like how pangit?"

               "as pangit as pangit!!!"

 

* "eeeek IPIIIISSSSS"

 

* "ay ang sad ng trip, nde tayo nalasing!!"

               "o nga... kunin mo yung vodka!!"

 

* "ron, shut the fuck up!"

               "fuck fuck fuck, shut up shut up. fuck fuck. ilaw!"

 

* "we can stay here or go back to the house. we can chill and drink, we can rest and drink, we can hang and drink, we can drink and drink..."

               "yeah let's just drink"

 

* "tats! we're your adopted daughters na rin!"

               "yeah yeah! you're our tats na din!!"

               "wait..... but that would make....  brother?"

               "NOOOOOOOOOO!!!! okay okay, TITO na, TITO.."

 

* "gawd ang tabaaaa koooo...."

              "ako din!!!!!"

              "wow! garlic rice!!!"

              "garrrrlic riiiiceee!!"

              "hoi hindi na kasya swimsuits nyo bukas!!!"

              "okay lang! garlic riceee!!!"

 

* "wow fish crackers!"

              "yuck ang baho nyan!"

              *sniff* "sino meron??"

 

* "no more yosi for me, wala na akong voice!"... "di, pa puff!!!"... "sige na nga sindi na din ako!!!"

 

* " you hungry?"

               "no, taba taba ko na eh"...... "shiiittt hotdddooooggg"

               "gusto mo?"

               "hindi, mataba na nga ako eh"... "maarrrkkk gusto mo

                          hotdog? hati tayo!!!"

 

 

some of them dint go exactly like that. yan lang naaalala ko so far, mamaya ulit, hehehe..

 

 

guyyyssss i'm gonna missssss youuuuu!!!! tuloy tayo bora ahhh!!! gawwd 3 weeks seems so fucking long!!!!

 

aylabyoo mga pare!!! aylabyoo my bitchessss!!! muwazsh..

tsaka guys dagdagan nyo tohh ah!!!!



March 27th, 2006


POSTED AT 09:05 AM

viva just got picked up by her driver and yaya... we had a night of music drinks and fun at greenbelt with charmie chill debbie mars david and shempre me and viv!!!!! oh and sumunod si marco

 

grabeh superduper fun last night at temple!!!!! gawwd guys we should've done this looooong before paaa!!! laughtrip ni david!! wheeee

 

theme for the night: "take advantage!!!"

 

quote while looking at the pictures: "TANGINA! i did THAT???"

 

i love you guys!!!! muwazsh! let's do this again, okay?

 

*wahh so sad i can't join my F2 buddies sa baguio this weekend!!! but duty calls, gots tuh be with my family!!! I'LL SEE YOU ALL IN THREE WEEKS, AIGHT????

 

 

now i'm packing and waiting for it to be 9:00 so i can go to mcdo and meet d3 for our zambales trip.. wheeee excited nakooooo!!!! beach na toh beach na toh wheeeeeeeeeeee...



March 27th, 2006


POSTED AT 09:08 AM

shit! i fell asleep last night! i wasn't able to pack! and i overslept pa! wahhhh.. i hope i don't miss my flight  - 1:00 cebu pacific to cebu..

 

HOPE 04!!! i'll be in tacloban by wednesday!!!! i hope to see ALLLLL of youuuu... well except maybe... wahahahhahahahah... aylabyoopeepol. hehehe



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