POSTED AT 10:10 AM

budzter

yahoo. all's not lost after all. "view profiles annonymously" + binura lahat ng views for september = happy na ulit ako. wheeee.. heheh

POSTED AT 11:29 AM

budzter

watched the fourth quarter of mitch's game last night with gen. i can't believe they beat those zobel guys by around 20 pts! (?) you go cousin!!!!

 

ex-physics classmate was the only one scoring for the other team,.,,. good job.. if not for the blood relation, i'd have cheered for him instead., whee. wehehe..

 

good job cuz, congrats. next time we'll watch the entire game na. hehe.

POSTED AT 05:23 PM

budzter

had pizza today. yum yum!! whee.. wala lang yun lang.

 

i don't wanna study! as in i don't !! DON'T DON'T DON'T!!! garrh

 

 

but i have to.

 

but i don't want to.

 

should i? or not nalang? waaah. yoko yoko yoko yoko. grr.

POSTED AT 07:38 AM

budzter

i stayed up till 4 the other night. and then got up at 8 and went to the lib at around 9:30 am and stayed there til 9:30 pm.

but i took breaks naman, had lunch at 10, went to math review at 11:30, ate again at around 5 then went home at 9:30. pero i just spent 12 hours straight in school,in the lib almost the entire time.

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and i didn't even finish studying yet. grrr.

 

SA defense in 1.5 hours. wish me luck! and then eco LT at 12, then math LT at 4:30. i'm gonna go get drunk after today.

 

2 more weeks. grrr. 2 more weeks!!!!

POSTED AT 02:51 PM

budzter

one of the worst days everr.

 

got a C+ in the 3rd eco LT. that lowers my grade to a B+ nalang which means i'll have to take the finals. grrr.

 

will have math LT later.

 

my new phone (yes, my xda iis.) got stolen for five minutes this morning. the guy took it already, he picked it out of my bag. and then when i noticed, i just stood there (probably with my mouth hanging open) and he just walked away and i was too tired to scream or run after him or anything. i just stared. and then he sort of disappeared. and i was just standing there

and then he started walking towards me again and i was just looking at him and then he handed over my phone  and i was like "manonG, bakit?" and then he just smiled and ran away.

 

creepy!!!! putangina.. PUTANGINA! as in i was really shaken, and i was thinking about that all through my SA defense and my Eco LT (prolly why i think i might've gotten extremely low grades in both)

 

i'm so fucking scared, putangina.. arrgh.

POSTED AT 11:22 PM

budzter

i just computed my eco grade. after this afternoon's long test, border line to B/B+ nalang ako! that means not only do i have to take the finals, i need a perfect score. grr. 

so i might not get an A.

 

that means wala nang pag-asang umabot ng 3 ang qpi ko.

 

 

hay. loser. pero at least may effort this time. eh hanggang dun lang eh, sori.

 

 

worse case scenario, i get a 2.5 (B+ in eco, C+ in math, C in theo and C in SA)

 

best case scenario, (A in eco (98 in finals, kaya?), B in math (depende sa last LT tsaka sa finals, doable pa naman), C+ in theo (doable pa din, depende sa papers. pero actually i really don't know...) and C+ in SA) that makes 3.0.

 

sana lang. grr. so my grades will probably be anywhere between that.

 

recall around this time last sem, my range was between 1.9 - 2.8 so there's a huge improvement already, i think. oh well.

 

at least, if it's any consolation, i'm not getting an F in anything this sem, i think.

 

i hate this. i just do. seriously.

 

i'm having a verry verrrrry bad day. i need a hug. or ice cream, or pizza.

POSTED AT 10:12 PM

budzter

nareceive ko sa email...

 

The Lord is my Shepherd, I shall not flunk
He keepeth me from lying down when I should be studying
He leadeth me beside the water cooler for a study break
He restores my faith in study guides
He leads me to better study habits
For my grades' sake

Yea, though I walk through the valley of borderline grades
I will not have a nervous breakdown
For thou art with me
My prayers and my friends, they comfort me
Thou givest me the answer in moments of blankness
Thou anointest my head with understanding
My test paper runneth over with questions I recognise

Surely passing grades and flying colours shall follow me
All the days of my examinations
And I shall not have to dwell in this exam hall forever.

May the fours be with you. God bless also

 

 

di ko din natiis. ang kewl noh? luck to everyone.

not myself
POSTED AT 04:03 PM

budzter

i am stressed. wow! can you believe that?! howmigowsh! ehhehehe

 

redbull+coffee+gatorade+milo now flows through my veins. i haven't slept but i'm feeling exceptionally hyper. i got scared a while ago tho, the veins in my hands and feet were popping out and they were throbbing and my heart was racing and my pulse rate was reallllly high.

scary!

pero okei na ulit.

 

the SA final paper is probably the only paper i gave this much effort on for the entire sem, and it isn't done yet. pero grabeh research and pag-iisip this time!! weheheh but i have to stop cause i have eco to study for.

 

i computed my qpi. C+ na pala standing ko sa theo, and then B sa math tapos possible A sa eco. i might F SA nalang, but knompute ko, kahit ma F ko yun, 2.5 pa rin yung qpi, so bahala na wala akong paki-alam. if i get a D, 2.7. kung C, 2.9. kung C+, 3.  that is, given ma A ko yung eco (which is doable, thanks to gen) and then ma C+ ko yung theo (na kaya pang ma B depende sa finals.) sana pumasa naman ako ng SA. sana. sana. garrh. bahala na.

 

 

wahw, ang saya, nappressure ako! nasstress ako! parang matagal na atang nde nangyayari toh ah! (o parati ba? ewan.) wehehehehhe

POSTED AT 08:32 PM

budzter

i'd like to think i made A in eco. but i'm not too sure yet. hay. can't wait till the end of the week to find out.

 

i have to do my theo paper and study math tonight. after math test tomorrow, i can have the entire day to rest and then study theo again on thursday. arggh.. hassle tong last week of school na toh ah. garrh

POSTED AT 09:24 PM

budzter

2 exams down, one more to go. and i'm done with all the papers.

 

i  don't care about my grades anymore, i just want to get this over with.

POSTED AT 07:35 AM

budzter

2 hours till theo. 4 hours till official sembreak! wehhehehe. i just wanna get this over with. please GOD let me get through this. make durano have mercy. is a B too much to ask? (an 80 for a C+; a 93 for a B) please help me remember everything i read... please don't tempt me to cheat. please help me understand the questions. please help me divide my time among the essay questions.

 

was that a prayer of distress? so much for not caring. panic mode. panic!!! weheheh

i wanna get drunk after this.

POSTED AT 03:27 PM

budzter

don't mind me, i just have this sudden urge to rant

 

transportation constraints and that stupid 11:00 curfew.

 

i might have to forgo (will forgo) 2 parties tonight (f2 blockparty and camille garcia's birthday)

 

the D3 bonding thing is also becoming malabo because of the same reason - TRANSPORTATION CONSTRAINTs.

 

shit.

 

i have never had this problem before. if we were in tacloban (or even in cebu) this would NEVER be a problem (think: there[tacloban], this would have been so easy. but here,.. argh)

 

WHAT DOES IT TAKE TO CONVINCE YOUR PARENTS THAT YOU'RE RESPONSIBLE ENOUGH FOR A CAR (while living away from home)? if they insist that grades aren't the basis? (buti nalang rin, kasi even if grades were the basis i wouldn't get it here anyway) i super miss driving na! garrh. and it's just covered there in the garage cause dad doesn't dare use it. and every start of sem he says "next sem nalang" then towards the end of the sem babawiin. SSUPPPERRR INIS NA AKO.

 

i'm sick of walking. i'm sick of commuting. i'm sick of gateway (it's my ONLY choice, since i don't wanna take a cab OR a jeepney). I'M SICK OF THIS PLACE. if it weren't for Ateneo and all my new-found friends, etc. i'd be boarding that plane to tacloban/cebu like NOW NA! garrh. i feel like i'm trapped in Katipunan.

Feeling: frustrated

POSTED AT 01:25 AM

budzter

i really wanted to go to that F2 block thingy., garrh. but owell. next time.

 

watched a movie and hung out with yen at eastwood instead. tomorrow will watch another movie with my D3 blockmates and prolly go out with sannds and MM and others from the block pag gabi.

Year II Sem I
POSTED AT 02:11 AM

budzter

MY FIRST SEM AS AN ECO MAJOR!!!

at may napala ba ako?? read on! hehe

 

First off, New Course, New Block,.. NEW PEOPLE!!

Whereas I will forever love my IS block, D3, F2 is really kewl as well.

Gen -> SOBRANG thankful ako sa kanya for being extremely patient with me and my pangungulit, and for making eco seem like an okay decision. (and for helping me raise my ec102 grade) thanks gen!

Stacy and Amy -> sila na siguro yung girls sa F2 na sobrang nakilala ko at mas madalas kong nakasama (stacy dahil sa SA at amy dahil sa Theo)! kulit at laughtrip. :D

Nathan -> SA seatmate! forever kong ginugulo. salamat at di mo pa ako sinasapak dahil sa pangungulit ko during extremely boring Pingol lectures.

Charmie, Marco and Kyle -> they made Math a lot less boring   tsaka salamat din kay kyle for help/encouragement sa SA.

Viva -> i still can't believe she finished that entire pizza sa shakeys! wehhh. galing niya sa dance concert ! good job, good job.

Joey and Chill -> Joey helped me reserve a room sa OSA (?) suuuper nice!!! Chill din, super warm and friendly.

JD -> once ko lang nkasama nung nag chiggy's kami. sobrang galing sa Theo tsaka SA! hehe.

Chino -> katabi ko sa theo na HALOS di ko pa nakakausap. ang alam ko kabarkada niya si Carlo-ram. okei naman siya the few times na nagkausap kami.

Jerome -> masipag na theo group leader.

Nix, Ialou, Klart, Lonn, Lorenz -> ialou tsaka klart kaninang umaga ko lang first nakausap (after one entire sem!) at ang super fun nila!!! si nix lonn tsaka lorenz di ko pa ata talaga nakakausap. i hope to get to know them better tho.

 

kumpleto na ata yun! wahw. be proud of me. sobrang laking achievement toh considering how bad i am with names and faces! hehehe. pero siyempre hindi lang F2 ang mga nakilala ko!

the Lib brigade -> paul daryl david and anna. paul = impressive! daryl is great with flash and graphics and stuff. david = super sipag. anna is super smart,. actually silang apat sobrang talino tsaka sobrang sipag. their grades are uber high and they seem to be enjoying studying! i so envy them.

abbi and eli -> math/SA/Eco classmates! love these two. they (along with charmie kyle and marco) made math bearable! study tayo ulit next time ah! accounting naman. ayy. nang-iwan na pala si abbi!

Carlo Roy -> suuper friendly! nagssit-in sa math class at parating kasama si abbi tsaka eli! astig pa rin nung ginawa mong caricature ni tim teng! weheheh

Alfred, Joy, Dice, tsaka yung iba sa block nila -> wala. ang nice lang talaga nila. hehe

Joelo -> never talaga akong nakasabay sa kanyang mag-aral. maingay sa class sa few times na pumapasok siya. parating may dalang yosi.

Katy -> spam eggs and waffles every 8:30 MWF. Softball training kwentos ...  and of course, *'s feet. will miss theo class with you katy!

Theo Groupmates! -> (aside from amy and jerome) kristine and pao. kewl to have worked with you guys.

SA Groupmates! -> POWER GROUP!! weheh. (lib brigade-anna)+stacy+mell+Joseph foo+me. [ako lang yung panira!]

Daniel -> eco classmate na nakakasama din sa lib from time to time. okay din siya!

Elfred, etc -> LEX peeps!! hehehe.

Joan Gotauco, Nikki Gocedenio and Erica Nocom; Carlo Ram, Carlo Chung, etc Plus the recruits -> teammates ko since last year pa pero ngayon na sem ko lang sila nakausap/nakilala/na-friend! weheheh.

and siyempre sali ko na din dito mga teachers ko

Tim Teng, Alice Pingol, Charity Durano, Ciel Habito -> tim teng i still stand by what i said - wala kang kwenta! Ma'am pingol wag mo sana akong ibagsak. Ms. Durano thankyou for being so considerate. Mr. Habito THANKS FOR THE A!!!

hmmn. sino pa ba? SOBRANG DAMI PA EH lalo na mga eco majors! di ko naman pwede isa-isahin lahat. but i'm happy i gained so many friends and/or acquaintances.

okay, so aside from the people I met, I also got to do things for the first time

I watched an Ateneo-Lasalle game live for the first time! (too bad we lost!)

Watched the cheerdance competition live also.

Slept over at MM's dorm at ISO dahil nasarhan na ako ng dorm ko for being so late.

competed (and lost) at my first silhouette shooting competition

joined orgs! worked on a project for Lex and one for AJMA (well, sort of)

i got robbed for the first time (pero binalik din, thank God)

got my first A na hindi PE

 

this sem i also got a new phone and dad finally trusted me enough to give my a credit card (it's about time!!)

i didn't just gain friends this sem, I also lost some people

like yung mga dati kong blockmates na nde ko na nakakausap ngayon tsaka yung iba din na.,.. yeah. sige yun na.

anyway, i think that should be it for now. i'll add to this if i come up with ,.. err.. something to add. wehehe.

i think the most important question would be, AM I HAPPY IN ECO?  DO I HONESTLY THINK I MADE THE RIGHT DECISION?

i don't know. one sem probably isn't enough. i guess i'll see next sem.

next sem = hell sem... realease the angst! weheheh
POSTED AT 08:02 PM

budzter

 

Science and Society, History, Foreign Language and Culture, EcoMath, Microeconomics, and Accounting 15. that is, if i don't opt to take psych and fil14.

hayyy. i know i want to take western history, altho asian history with cheng chua (at least according to the D3 peeps) is real kewl. hmmmn...

what Foreign lang. to take..? i've always wanted spanish. but french seems uber interesting as well (why the fuck do i keep using that word, uber?)

 

ugh, ugh, double ugh. bhala na si Lord.

 

i hope i didn't fail any of my subjects! garrh at theo; double garrh at SA., at least theo C/C+ na yun. nde na ako babagsak dun. SA on the other hand. GARRRRHHHH...  and then math. shit ka tim teng bat ayaw ibigay score ko! i'd hate myself if i didn't make 130/200. but then again, it was pretty difficult plus pa i couldn't study cause of that darned theo synthesis paper whose deadline turns out to have been moved.... garrh. ugh. garrh. ugh. hmmph.

 

i'm praying that my days would start at 9:30+ next sem. if i have another 5 months of 7:30 classes (think: EVERYDAY!!) i'm gonna die!!! that or get the fuck out of ateneo.

 

hayyy...

 

sembreak sucks. it's giving me time to think. and i've been thinking too much about certain things already... hayyy. i wanna go get drunk. anyone wanna drink with me? text nyo lang ako, gawan natin ng paraan! weheheheh..

 

and triple garrrrhhh at that 7-eleven lady: "sori po ma'am. bawal na po bumili ng alak pag lampas alas dos."

 

SALAMAT AH! YOU REALLY MADE MY NIGHT!!!! and why does a fuckin litter of absolut kurant cost 900+ at meatshop? (or does it cost like that talaga everywhere? i wouldn't know. it was always mama who paid. teehee)

 

so uhmm. yun lang.

 

uwi na ata ako sa wednesday. and at the same time.

POSTED AT 06:32 PM

budzter

one day home and hating it already.

 

i opted to come to cebu first before tacloban because i want to be there on nov. 1

crap. my mom is such a nagger. i forgot about her viled tongue. had a dose of it this morning tho. UGH.

 

but still, mom's nagging is way better than dad's pangungulit any day! wahaha

 

one day away from manila and i miss it already. which is really weird since i usually love coming home. hayyy... hope my vacation gets better!