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Entries for May, 2005

May 11th, 2005

hmph
POSTED AT 05:44 PM

in all weirdness. and once more, i think i'm in love. stupid, huh? with someone i've known for more than a year yet know nothing about.

 

goodluck sakin. hmph



May 12th, 2005

argh
POSTED AT 06:10 PM

harumph.

all the while i thought our differences were what kept us malabo.. now i realize that whatever it is that's keeping us apart, it's not our differences. it's the fact that we barely know each other and he doesn't seem to be willing to let me into his life. well if that's what he wants, then there's no point in wasting our time and a whole lot of brain ATP on this.

hmph.

bitter, noh?


May 16th, 2005

ho humph
POSTED AT 01:14 PM

wahh.. i'm getting fat! it's so friggin annoying! i'm not saying i wasn't fat already, but i'm getting fat-TER! i went to the beach yesterday.. ang astig.. white sand and huge waves.. kewlness tlaga.. 3 hour drive from tacloban city, calicoan island is described to be similar to boracayin its early stages. its being promoted as a tourist destination, mr. manny go (whoever he is) owns more than 50% of the place and he's developing resorts and shit. anyway, it's really nice out there. hmmn i haven't been sleeping right, as usual. twas a miracle i woke up at 9:30 today! (yayyy morning pa!) anyway.. uhmm.. hmmn.. i might go to the site later. and no, my dad's not forcing me to. i just feel like it. by the way, bati na parents ko.. tapos uncle david is working with dad sa business, which is something that would make everyone happy kasi first of all, uncle admitted to not being able to cope with the stress involved with owning his own business, ergo he would rather help out with my dad, anyway the potential income of that project is more than enough to support both his family and ours. second, it takes some load off my dad who was staggering with the weight of all his problems. at least now he has uncle to help him with the controls. third, it takes away some pressure off my mom - my dad was always complaining that he needed help, from anyone. now that uncle is there, he'd have nothing to complain about. summer's almost over, and i'm not sure i did anything productive. my goal of learning how to swim and play tennis this summer was NOT ACHIEVED, oh well, some other time then... but i did read up. these are the books i read marquez' of love and other demons and chronicle of a death foretold coelho's eleven minutes achebe's things fall apart and now i'm reading kundera's unbearable lightness of being (took me so long. i had to wait for my parents to pay for those books eh. no way am i spending my own money on those!) hmmn.. i was talking to my friend about our goals in our lives. she knows she's gonna get somewhere, but where exactly, she doesn't know. and i was thinking, maybe we could work together. i mean if dad dumps all this shit on me, at least i'll have someone with me! hmph. more to think about with this one. but that's a nice prospect... building up my dad's business with my best friend. i mean if she finishes in up-dil then proceeds to law school, then after ateneo i go to aim, then we could build the business up for sure... hmmmn.. one last. about this guy that i like (hay. balik nanaman sa luvlife) medyo nagsasawa na ako kasi mukhang walang direksyon. i'll leave again for manila in a couple of weeks tapos iwan nanaman siya dito for another year. what's the point? hmph. oh well.


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