confused
POSTED AT 08:03 PM

budzter

the title says it all.

 

i would've thought finally getting to see him and hang with him in person not just texting or talking on the phone and occasionally bumping into each other.. yung sit next to each other and talk talaga would change things. apparently not. no difference whatsoever.

hannah keeps laughing at me. she keeps saying we really shouldn't take shit like these seriously. jeez.. can i help it? i mean... i think(?) i liked this guy for more than a year now and that's approximately how long we've been texting and hannah WAS right. i said exactly what she thought i'd say : i don't like him na. ay i like him pala.. wait. no i don't like him. YES. I AM SOOO MAGULO. anyhoo i don't know why i stress too much over him. he isn't even a part of my life. hmmph.

Jeez. argh.

 

at this point i don't know what to think. oh well.

 

pero i have this weird feeling at the pit of my stomach. i mean. facts still remain: i don't like him that much. or at least not enough to consider dating him but the way i treat him and the way we've been texting would give him the impression that i do like him and i don't... i think... argggghhhh... so i might just end up (1)getting hurt, or (2)hurting him which isn't likely since i don't think he likes me OR (3)getting into a relationship that has absolutely no direction. kasi we both know we're just playing around.

 

argh....

i should just stick to DUDE and the rest of my crushes in school and think about going back to manila already.

i mean. hello. jeez.

 

i'm leaving nga pala. tomorrow at 2 my flight leaves. whoopdedoo... :D

grades
POSTED AT 08:12 PM

budzter

 

got my grades na pala.. technically yen got my grades for me... tnx gurl! i owe u sobrah!

eng - C+ one letter grade lower than expected

lit - C as expected

fil - B one letter grade higher than expected

physics - C one letter grade lower than expected

physics lab - C+ i knew that na before hand

math - B+ i obviously didn't reach a 185/200 in the finals but it's all good

sem qpi - 2.59

year qpi - 2.56

 

that's about enough to allow me to apply for SOM. whether i get accepted or not, i wouldn't know. tnx karlo for the encouragement. i hope you're right! i'm leaving for manila tomorrow at 2. wish me luck folks! sana umabot... sana sana sana sana.... PRAYYYY..!!! hmmph.

fuck.
POSTED AT 11:56 AM

budzter

i have just wasted this entire trip.

 

fuck.

 

S.O.M is out of slots for management, legal management, AND comtech.

fuck talaga...

 

so anyway.. i have an appointment with the guidance counselor tomorrow to see whether i shift or not, to where and how.

 

hmmph...

 

 

econ?
POSTED AT 02:55 PM

budzter

options...

 

1. shift to econ, and if i like it, stay. if not, shift again.

 

2. stay in i.s. then shift later.

 

now for the second option,

            stay in i.s then shift to mgt later.

            stay in i.s then shift to applied math minor in psych later.. (the math department was a whole lot more welcoming than the management department)

            just kill yourself and NOT HAVE A FUTURE AT ALL..

 

wahahaha.. the last one was pretty good.

 

bummer.......

 

i hope the guidance counselor can help me...

guidance counselors
POSTED AT 03:05 PM

budzter

if there's one thing i hate, it's guidance counselors who make you feel stupid... i mean it's bad enough that you feel the need to see a guidance counselor, tapos they make you feel stupid pa. bad trip!

guidance counselors 2
POSTED AT 10:54 AM

budzter

i broke down and told. what the fuck.

 

pero okei lang... at least...

 

i don't like it when they attempt to analyze you.

 

the unfailing line "how do you feel about that.."

 

jesus christ. pwede ba?

 

 

she makes me feel stupid.

"diane, do you even listen to yourself?"

 

NO I DON'T, and i advise that you don't either!

 

tsss...

 

 

 

 

 

to all you freshies out there, if you ever go for guidance counseling, don't go for ms. icel. yun lang po.

veyceyshon mode - ON!
POSTED AT 07:37 PM

budzter

finally! done with that stupid, extremely long and useless shifting process. Eco na course ko!

 

and  i'm in cebu already!

 

had a day of shopping with my mum and kuya lex. wheee!!!

 

 

i'll be back in tacloban soon.

 

i hope i see... hehehe

 

Goodluck to hannah with the Ms. Philippines - Eastern Visayas Pageant!

wtf...
POSTED AT 06:48 PM

budzter

wala lang. gusto ko lang. dad said he'd bring my car here to cebu.

 

sana totohanin. para may kotse over the summer.

 

i gave up na. looks like i won't be bringing it to manila this june.

 

 

sabi nila it's gonna depend on my first sem grades daw. oh well.

 

wish me luck.